pardon me for cussing and swearing a lot.
MY STUPID PARENTS NEVER SUPPORT ME ON ANYTHING. THEY ALWAYS TELL ME THAT THEY ARE ‘SUPPORTING’ ME WITH MONEY AND NOT THEIR LOVE… I CAN’T EVEN DO WHAT I WANT, WHAT I LIKE, WHAT MAKES ME COMFORTABLE FREELY. I CAN’T EVEN FUCKING TALK WITH MY FRIENDS ONLINE AND THEY SAY ‘[NAME] YOU DON’T EVEN HAVE FRIENDS! YOU’RE ALWAYS NEAR A PHONE SCREEN AND NEVER TALKING WITH US!’. OH PLEASE GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK, I ALWAYS GO TO THEM TO TALK TO THEM, SPEND SOME TIME, AND THEY’RE NEVER EVER OFF THEIR PHONES… I’M LITERALLY SO FUCKING DISAPPOINTED AND DONE WITH THEM. THEY NEVER LISTEN TO ME, IN HELL THEY WOULD EVEN CARE FOR ME. ALWAYS PRETENDING TO BE THE VICTIM. I NEVER TALK TO ANYONE IN THE HOUSE HUH? THEN WHO THE FUCK IS MAKING THE HOUSE LIVELY??? I’M THE ONLY KID IN THE HOUSE SO I JOKE AROUND THIS SO BORING ENVIRONMENT AND LIGHTEN THEM UP AND THEY STILL THINK I DON’T PLAY A MAJOR ROLE IN THE HOUSE??? OH PLEASE WITHOUT THE HOUSE WOULD BE DRY AS FUCK AND BORING AS FUCK. THEY SAY I HAVE NO AMBITION! IN HELL I DON’T. DO THEY EVEN LISTEN TO ME WHEN I SAY WHAT I WANT TO BE AND WHAT I WANT TO FUCKING DO WHEN I GROW UP!!! NO! THEY ALWAYS FUCKING BRUSH ME OFF. DO THEY UNDERSTAND ME? LOOK OUT FOR ME FOR MY OWN SAKE OR FOR THEMSELVES? I’M SO SICK OF THIS LIFE, I’M JUST BEARING WITH IT BECAUSE OUR COUNTRY IS IN A PROBLEM. AND BECAUSE THEY HAVE A HOLD OF EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING IN MY LIFE. I CAN’T EVEN OWN A THING. CAN I VENT TO THEM? HELL NO, ALWAYS TELLING ME TO WORK HARDER, SURPASS IT OR IT IS BECAUSE OF MY OWN FAULT. I GET SICK? MY OWN FAULT! I NEVER FUCKING WANTED A MAC AND NOW THEY’RE GUILT-TRIPPING ME WITH IT. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS BULLSHIT ALREADY. I DON’T EVEN HAVE MY OWN PRIVATE TIME! ISNT THAT A BIT TOO FAR?! GIVING ME MY OWN ROOM AND I AM NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO CLOSE THE DOOR HECK LOCK IT. IM SO FUCKING ANNOYED AND ANGRY.
Sean_75 @raindrops_moon
This is really unfair to hear about, I mean families should give their child support and care when they needed instead of only ‘raising’ the by money. I don’t really know the whole situation, but hearing these thoughts is what I could think of now. The best thing to do is to try communicating with them, at least find some time, maybe having a meal, ask about their day and how they’ve been doing, and also let them know about how you’ve been doing, not sure if this works or if you’ve tried, but I guess you can try that again…!
And even if no one cares and thinks about you, or giving time for you to take a break, just don’t mind them cause you’re good.
A few quotes to you for this situation, hope this do help…!
“Just focus on yourself there is no room of others”
“Don’t mind what others say or think about you. The most important thing is that what you think about yourself”
