Paisa kamane ne umar me regret kama Raha hu, haaye re meri footi kismat

3am Thoughts

 Sahi log kismat se Aur kismat bade naseeb se milti hai. 

So, I am 85% that I'm gonna get beat while tied to a tree cuz the person I sent the note to said that I said to g harm herself. (WHICH I DIDN'T!!) And I have to talk to my principal AND the counselor. I wanna cut so bad. Just my luck......  

School

Difference between friendzone n brozone for boys is same ....

Can someone help me with some suggestions for anxiety & depression. 
Any specific audios available on YouTube not the motivational one.
Just instrumental ones to cure these things.

Depression

Sometimes I just wanna scream these lyrics
"I want someone who love me
I need someone who needs me
'Cause it don't feel right when it's late at night
And it's just me in my dreams
So I want someone to love, that's what I fucking want"
But than i Play it and remain silent with my overthinking 🖤

I am a dog lover. I see vedios of people feeding street dogs. I too want to start this soon. But i dont know what to feed them.
Do you know dog food that can be prepared in a vegetarian kitchen....??


Healthy Food

I feel my voice drowned out
I feel my soul drained out
So what? It’s just another day.
I can’t focus on anything else
Because you’re constantly on my mind
For which I don’t have to remind myself to remember you
I force myself to dwell upon the good things, good moments and smile
But all I see is obscurity
How does it matter? it’s just another day.
The harder I try to come out of this
I find myself anguished, tearful and distressed.
So what? It’s just another day.

Isn’t it unfair for all the intentional and inauspicious pain you caused to me?
I let myself down everyday, every hour and every second of every minute. Just thinking it’s just another day. 

But tomorrow,
When I wake up, I say this to myself
I won’t repent, I won’t be at fault
I won’t let my heart ache and my body feel numb 
For tomorrow I will be at ease, I will be lonely but content and fortunate
I will lay myself down and be happy for all I had for all what was given to mend me, build me, break me and finally take me to His call.
Because it’s not just another day, but another year, without you. It’s lonely at the top here but at least I don’t feel the way you made me feel. I am free to fly away like a dove!

I heard that u are happy without me and i hope that's it's true.

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