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badi badi badi batein
paisa hai toh
lambi lambi lambi ratien
paisa hai toh
five star sari mulakein
paisa hai toh
galiyan bhi sare mang khate

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3am Thoughts

I am exhausted. I have to do 4 - 5 observation tables + graphs of my physics file, research work for chemistry, biology practical videos to watch, study for board practicals, and the main exams. 
My mother is such a difficult patient, who just came back and got diagnosed with SSD. My sister is not helpful. She should ideally be helping me as the elder sister, but she is so f*cking pampered. My father is an alcoholic who has no work-life balance and is now suffering. He wasn't there for my mum's treatment. My aunt is an ass who likes to withdraw from responsibilities. She is a negligent, irresponsible, selfish piece of shit. I had to work in the hospital when my mum slept and I wept. My board practicals start next week and I have no luck whatsoever. I will not lie anymore - yes I am lonely. My family is just for the name's sake otherwise all are so selfish and individualistic. 
what if I fail my boards in the midst of all this chaos? What if I fail my mental health? 
I am exhausted. and i have no more words to express how my stress is overflowing. 
it is so hard
gawd 
*sigh*

Starting to feel like a burden to everyone.

I've been using this platform since 2 weeks at max and I already feel overwhelmed by it. This platform can take a toll . 

Now&Me Feedback

I really feel like wanting to end my life right now. I need help tbh 

Depression

This is literally me, when my professor starts to shout at my whole class

College

HI ALL,

My future fiance has very low sex drive. Ive tried everything to turn her on but nothing works. She says that she doesn't wanna have it on our wedding night. Is there a chance she is gay? Please help me!! 

Girlfriend

My father is an atheist I'm a big shiva devotee even though I'm born in a Hindu family in not allowed to carry out religious practices at home. I wish I could leave this house but I'm a girl. I worshiped lord shiva against his wish and he started troubling my whole family because of it. To avoid arguments in my family I today had to put away shiva linga from my own hands . I wish to cut my hands off. This was the only base of life I knew . This was my mental health this was all I had which is now being taken away forcefully. I am ashamed to call myself his daughter to some people it may not seem like a big issue but when you are spritual devoted and faithful it is the extreme of all the feelings saying that I'm hurt would be underrated at this point. I never asked for anything in life I just wanted to worship in peace and now that I am no longer allowed to do it im miserable . P.s. talking to him won't help at all I tried to get things straight he is just so arrogant how can he enforce his beliefs on me? I'm not looking for any solution here I just wanted to say things out loud. Thanks for bearing w me

Spirituality

How am I supposed to keep up with the expectations of my parents,grandparents, friends and teachers and then also think about what the society will think ?

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