Pain is all I feel now pain and broken maybe even heartless. Why does the person I love have to treat me like this like I’m nothing. How can you say those words so easily like it was nothing. You say you love me in want me to be happy but how can I when you act like this. Yea I might talk back but that’s not me trying to act tough that’s just me standing my ground . I’m sacred to even talk around him anymore let alone move. I love him so much but at the same time his making me scared of him. 

That's great!! How are you feelingg right now? 

Heyy buddy, I know it sucks. You're definitely not alone. Would you like to talk about it?

Boyfriend

Adhure chaand se fariyaad toh karta hoga..
Wo mujhe zaydaa na sahi par yaad toh karta hoga..
Bahut mashroof sahi wo din bhir,
Phir bhi tanhai ke kuch pal mere liye barbaad toh karta hoga ...
:')

3am Thoughts

*Sometimes you'll be **presented** with the same thing in a **different package** to see if you've **learnt** anything.* 🎁 😉

Personal Growth

I wanna love myself beyond those scars 
I wanna fly high and touch those stars 
But it feels like bizarre.
Why?
Because right now I'm filled with insecurities
Which are nothing but illusions created in mind. 
But these are necessary to make me shine 
And by the time these decline 
I need to embrace these insecurities because they are no one else's but mine.
Then only I will be able to love those scars and touch those stars.


Celebration

agr kuch ladkia tanha mehsoos kar rahi hai toh msg kar sakti hai 🫣

I was going through my gallery and accidentally saw your photos I almost forgot they existed. I did cry when I confessed to you and stopped talking to you. It’s been 8 months and I didn’t have the guts to go through my gallery and look up your photos or go and read our old chats. I missed us so much that I was afraid I might breakdown when I see anything related to you. Now that I saw you in my gallery and as I was thinking how I don’t think about you often like I did before…… I instantly cried I miss you so much that I can’t even explain anyone. I guess it was easy for you cuz I was just among many other girls who said they like you for more than a friend. I don’t care what these people are gonna think about me from my post but I just wanted to vent and somewhere I wish in tiny that you could see this post and miraculously know it’s me and text me asking I’m okay. Yeah that was stupid.

Other

***TRIGGER WARNING??***😞 don't know whats worse, not being able to stop crying or not being able to cry at all. I have no one to talk to, I have tried to tell the people around me that I am sad and I can't continue to do this, I have thought about suicide multiple times, I have attempted 2 times. I have honestly become numb.

Mental Health

Im so undecided what to take in college. I want something that I love or will love. Accountancy but I feel like im dumb and i dont want to focus in that thing, but my parents want sometging that need test to be certified, I love the idea of Marketing but this real estate Management just pop up in nowhere in my mind It has accountancy, marketing, and law but in just some cases I cant and the degree isnt called Business Administratuon I want to stick in a degree called Bus Ad now i dont kmow 

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