packing up your entire life in two suitcases and getting on plane to move halfway across the world for a new start and finding yourself is probably one of thee most scariest things ive done, and tbh im still trying to figure out this out almost 2 years later 

All the best though u can get many experiences from this

Being independent is pretty good i can say btw stop overthinking and start enjoying 

Mindfulness

दिल ना-उमीद तो नहीं नाकाम ही तो है 

लम्बी है ग़म की शाम मगर शाम ही तो है 

faiz Ahmed 

Compassion

I don't know what's wrong with me.. why I feeling anxious, my hand are shaking, my head feel heavy and spinning around nd heart beat I really don't know but yeah I can feel it how fast it is actually it not even fast it's full with fear like when we ride a horrible ride that kinda fear or scared you feel in ur heart just like that nd you know what the fun fact is I m not thinking anything like seriously not even positive or negative just all blank... Why I m feeling this ??? Please someone help me to get it out coz it's about 2 days I am continuously feeling same sometimes  slowly nd sometimes  strongly but it's irritating and scary at the same time.


Anxiety

One thing you can't hide - is when you're crippled inside.” 🙂

Confusion

I think I’m a people pleaser because I’ve always thought and respected others emotions be it a stranger or someone I know.
I’ve always spent my time to help others, and thinking about how to make them smile but why doesn’t anyone care for me, no one asks me how I’m doing?
Everyone texts me when they need help from me.
Sometimes I feel that I’m the ugliest because I’m shy, emotional, sensitive, introvert, I’m good at faking smile and say that I’m okay even though it’s breaking inside, I cry when I’m alone, I don’t bear to hurt others even if I end up being hurt in the end, I’m so childish that I even read the funeral poem for a bee that died in my room as she hit the window hard.
I easily get traumatized if I see real violence .
I know I have worst personality but I’m also a human being, why don’t others care for me and I’m the only one who suffers, why I’m God’s favorite child in sufferings.


I feel bad .... i didn't value what I had and slowly when i started falling for that person .... he betrayed me .... he recorded our calls and used then to break our engagement.... i feel really bad .... i trusted him and what he did was not right 

Love

Been trying to incrase concentration and study hours. Burn out is near I can feel it as I’m not putting the amount of efforts I used to. I really want my goal to be achieved u know… just  need a break ughhhhh

Education

Day 1. Let's see how it goes.

Hi everyone !

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