Over the years I learnt to be by myself. Never had the opportunity to meet someone who I actually like and even if I do show interest, they don’t feel the same way. I kinda accepted being alone. It’s not bad. I do enjoy my aloneness most of the time. But sometimes. . It’s sad… it does get lonely sometimes.
Nyx @lost_not_found
You need friends
I do have some friends. But they are busy with their own stuff.
Nyx @lost_not_found
This is something we need to accept…as we evilve, so does our equations with people. You will still be their friend even if you find less time to spend. Something you have to get used to I guess?
I guess. But at times you know. That weird sense of being alone creeps in…
Nyx @lost_not_found
Thats the package you get with being a social animal. We need to connect and have relationships…platonic or not. Thats how we function I suppose
Platonic I don’t think I can. I mean to some extent maybe. But I’ve seen people have actually deep relationships and that’s something i wish I had.
Nyx @lost_not_found
Haha I’ve triedddd…its effing difficult lol. I am a failure in that dept
Haha tell me about it.
Nyx @lost_not_found
What is there to tell. I am a difficult person and not everyone can keep up …wait…scratch that…not anyone can keep up with that haha
Haha wow you actually accept u r a difficult person…
Nyx @lost_not_found
Oh I have thorough realisation of who I am. And when people leave it gets even clearer that yepppp I am difficult so why wouldnt they leave lol
Nyx @lost_not_found
Ik as a matter of fact that if someone keeps talking to me for long they are just tooooo lonely or toooo hurt or sometimes tooo desperate for human interaction. There is no other reason for anyone to stick with me. 😅
Damn.
Nyx @lost_not_found
😂 nice no
Now if I continue… I’m either too lonely or too hurt or too desperate. I don’t want to be anything of that sort!
Nyx @lost_not_found
Lol I meant like a regular one to one interaction 😅😂. Its too early to be creeped out by my head
Haha oh Mann… see where the conversation went to. :)
Yea I guess.
Tell me about it . it kinda sucks . am so scared , am gonna end up alone
Same here.
