Our real blessings often appear to us in the shape of pains, losses and disappointments; but let us have patience and we soon shall see them in their proper figures.

Hustle

udti patang jaise

Mast malang jaise

Masti si chadh gayi

Humko turant aise lagti current jaise

Nikhla warrant jaise

Abhi abhi utra ho

Net se torrent jaise

Nashe si chadh gayi oye

3am Thoughts

I'm feeling very low


Anxiety

My preboard results come out tomorrow. I wish to pass in all subjects although I am not hopeful for physics 
God 

Exam

I'm having a meeting with a teacher and my toxic ex friend group to sort things out, I know the teacher will ask if we still all want to be friends and they'll say yes and I'll say no because I'm sick of them using me for my money because they know my family has alot of wealth and they constantly use me as an excuse for drama, can't wait to finally drop them.

Conflict

I don't like the guys around me.. I don't want to settle for less.. Also someone said me I am less then what he expected.. I didn't reacted much but continued to talk with him... 1year in talking stage still I can't love him.. Surely because he disrespected me..
May be I need to fix something inside me so that I can attract better people in my life. 

anyone up for personal connect?

Things are only getting harder my strength keeps decreasing my body cant handle the pressure, my eyes are screaming for help , hopelessly waiting for the day to come , to relax for once without anything to worry about . But all those only seem to happen in dreams. To confront, my humanity and reputation comes in between what do i do?

I am now lying down in bed, and my mind is showing me unwanted scenarios, which is increasing my anxiety. ￼

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