Optimism is a happiness magnet. If you stay positive good things and good people will be drawn to you.😇😇

Motivation

I still remember everything when we met first time. I still remember your text your voice are always in my mind. I never regret that i fall in love with u because that's all i ever wanted. It hurts me to see u leave bcoz deep down i know i still love u, hoping that u will the one for me. I am sorry I can't be the one  u ever wanted and never will. I find myself looking for u in someone else but none of them is just like u. I miss the way u made me smile, the way  u made me feel special n your assurance that u are always here with me. U made me the happiest person i can be n i will never forget u. I hope u are doing fine n like i promise I am always here if u ever need me. At the end thankyou for letting me go bcoz i wouldn't have walked away....🥀

Overthinking

I hate to admit it but I still care, I hate that I can't hate you. I hate that you're happy with someone who is in no way better than me, someone who hurts you and doesn't mind lying to you and playing with your heart. I don't even think I have any feelings left for you, I'm just mad bc ill never understand this nonsense, at this point I'm just holding a grudge. I don't know if you ever felt the pain like i did but i hope you did, i wish you had been the one to come and beg for forgiveness. I gave up on my pride for you and now i regret it cuz you would never. I want to still be there for you, not bc of you but bc i want you to realize that you need me, i want you to realize that you had something great but ruined it, I want you to feel sorry for breaking me, I hope the guilt won't let you sleep. All i want is for you to say you're sorry, why won't you say it?? why did i say it? You should've been the one to apologize but even when i said i was sorry for whatever i could've done you never once said it back. Am i evil for thinking this way??? I hate that a**hole you're dating, no, im not jealous I'm just much better than any of those people you surround yourself with.  You lost the few good people you had by your side, and now you're about to lose me too. I kind of wish you'd stop me from living, everytime I turn around i hope you'd call out my name but you never do. I'm not usually like this and idk what's wrong with me i guess you've truly got the worst of me bc now I just want you to need me and I know that's f*cked up. 

Relationships

Dear me,
I wish I could tell you all that will happen and help you along the way, but if there's one thing I would do is to help you break free.

BREAK FREE FROM THE PRESSURE TO FIT IN
BREAK FREE FROM COMPARING YOURSELF TO EVERYONE

BREAK FREE FROM HATING ALL THAT YOU AREN'T

BREAK FREE FROM BELIEVING THAT YOU AREN'T SPECIAL OR STRONG ENOUGH

Please know, that you are amazing and a beautiful masterpiece that one day you will recognise & appreciate. I wish I could hold your hand as you walk along this journey learning to love and care for yourself, but I know how strong & capable you are. 

never stop fighting for us. It May feel impossible now, but I promise it will be all worth it 



Affirmations

**if you are looking for a sign this is for you**
When your feet start to hurt, placeyourself in someone else’s shoes.
It’s so easy to get caught up in your own world and let dramas consume you. It’s usually difficult to even realize you’re doing it because you’re so deep in it. This can be dangerous because you can quickly lose touch with reality. Don’t invalidate your emotions or hardships, but remember that someone out there has it worse.
Goal: Get some perspective by doing community service or charity work. Make a list of 10–15 things or people you’re grateful for—no matter how simple or important they may seem....
- Demi Lovato

Mental Wellbeing

Is there any way to forget couple of years from journey of life.....

Discrimination

Sometimes you’re an anchor, sometimes you’re an untethered balloon. Everyday and every moment is different.

Mental Health

Nothing is forever, not pain, not love. Everything goes eventually, so trust me you'll be okay.

I realized I'm not in love anymore. July 2021 is when "things ended" and I realized I had to move on cuz you and I would never work out. I thought I'd never get over those strong feelings I had for you for 5 years, I thought I would never love anyone like I loved you and I still don't know if I will however I can finally say I've moved on. I still love you but I'm not in love, those feelings changed. Meeting you was a blessing I should've been more grateful for, loving you was the happiest I've ever been but I refuse to believe loving you is the happiest I'll ever be. Not anymore. Thank you for everything, you're the best thing that could happen to me but everything that's good comes to an end and that's fine too, I'll always care and look out for you as a friend, I couldn't be your friend anymore after what happened, I was afraid that you'd associate anything I do with the fact that I was in love with you, I didn't want it to be awkward, I didn't want you to feel guilty when you found someone else, I didn't want you to feel like you owned me anything for what we once had. + Seeing you every day was too much for me to handle if I really wanted to move on.  I wish I would've done many things differently, I messed up many times but I don't regret it bc i can't blame myself for not knowing better, it was my first time having those feelings for anyone, my first relationship, my first kiss.. everything was new to me. Thank You for everything, you'll always be dear to my heart I hope in the future we can be friends like we once were before we felt for each other <3 I'm glad to see that you're doing well, I'm happy for you and I mean it this time.

Love

I hope there's gonna be day where I am sufficient for myself. Where I am not burdened by this compulsive need to seek validation to just be me. I hope that day comes soon and I am sure that will make all the difference. 

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