Optimism is a happiness magnet. If you stay positive good things and good people will be drawn to you.😇😇

Motivation

Just wanna express my feelings here.....
Dear.....
I know that you already forget about me, you dont love me anymore, im not the one that makes you smile anymore, im sorry im sorry that i was too scared to expree my feeling to you even when you throw your ego and express yours to me. I thought that if i dont express my feeling both of us will move on. Lucky for you, you move on way too fast than i thought. While me, hold on to memories about us that even you dont know that they exist. The memories are too beautiful that i hold on too long for 4 years. I wait for you. One day, i receive a news that you already have a girlfriend, how broke i am only me and god know, yet my heart still dont wanna believe it and still love and wait for you. I just wanna say to you, im sorry i dont say i love you too and when say it to me, im happy that you found a girl that makes you happy and smile. I will not cause you break up witk that girl or anything, just i will wait for you here until you finally see me again. Sincerely your long lost love

Love

I'm not moving on but I'm letting you do your thing. I may not be talking to you, but if you would call or message me,I will respond.

I may not greet you in the morning, but you're the last person I think of before I sleep. I'm just focusing on myself, but I can't deny that I'm missing you so much.

I wish. I could talk to you, but I know where I stand. I know my worth and importance. You will always be here. My heart will remain open for you.

Dreams

I love you and will always do. You are the bestest of a person I have ever known. You managed to talk to me even at your busiest day by sacrificing your sleep. You are perfect, you are good in your studies and relationships both. I wonder how a person could manage everything so well.. Tbh I admire you. You were always truthful to me, even for the things which I've told you not to do, you did occasionally and then told me about it.. I love everything about you. You are the best, I wish you could achieve much more than the things you wished for. I know things are not well between us because of me. I should have taken an initiative but instead I waited for you as always. I should have known that you might be waiting for me as well.. Things would have been great if we were together.. Let's start this journey again and let it be our forever, only if you want. If you don't want then I'll respect your decision. I will keep loving you without bothering you. You are free to do anything, I'll be happy seeing you happy from the distance. 

If I can't stand your silence for a couple of days ..... Will I be able to live without you... 

If I can't remove your thoughts, memories atleast for a minute... Will I be able to live without you... 

If I can't stay without imagining me spending quality time with you... Will i be able to forget you ever.... 

I don't how to express myself more.... I want you.... I love you with all my heart... I want you.... I love you so much... 

Hope I will be able to convince my parents for this.... I want you... 

Things can be hard somedays that doesn't mean there is no hope, what you seek shall find it.


Hope

My life's biggest mistake was to think that I'll be okay without you. The trust is, that I'm not and I will never be..
 I miss youu ! whyyy can't you just come back and stay onlyyy mine.. It took me month to love you but it is taking me forever to move on.
Truth to be told, whenever a lover or a close companion is away from us. We often crave for their attention more than when we are with them.
There is not a single day when I don't think about you and I don't miss you. I just want to go back int the time and cherish all those memories 
that I have with you. Because, if not with you, I would love to live with your memoriesssss... I want youu backk in my lifee againnn  
I keep telling myself yo get ovver you, but every night I find myself thinking about how much I need you.
I want you that's it. All your flaws, mistakes, smiles, jokes, everything....!!!
since you left my life, I  have always pretended that all well but I know deep down inside of me that you have left in me a hollow that 
cannot be filled by any other person. My mind is filled with the memories of the two of us together. 
You are still in my head.
I may not be your first, your last, or only yours, you loved before or you may love again.
I loved you and nothing else matters to me....! You aren't perfect - I'm not either, and two of us may be perfect together, if I make you laugh,
cause you think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes. I'll hold onto you and will give my best as much I can.
You may not think about me every single second of the day, but you gave me a part of you that you know I can break - your heart* 
I will not hurt you, will not change you, and will not analyze and will not expect more that this.
7 years of lovee and still waiting 🌸💕

3am Thoughts

Today someone asked me,"what was/is my best childhood memories?
And tbh i went blank, not a single moment cross mind?? 
Is it Maybe because I'm forgetful !! But I'm not that old to forget best moments of life (I'm just 19) 
Or is it because I didn't have any best moments in my childhood?? 
This was the first time someone asked about me and i didn't even had answer to it!
Plus I don't remember single happy moment with both of parents?

Confusion

I tried my best, I believed in whatever you said, I played the game which I didn't want to play to keep things interesting, I choose to believe your words even when your words doesn't matches your action, I choose to be non judgemental about every evil side you shows. 
I choose to be with you supported you when everyone disowned you even the closest one who you thought will never never betray you.
I holded your hand in the darkest and when it's loneliest and walked along just to pull you out of it. I was there whenever you felt to someone to talk too.

And look what you did when I needed you more then ever. You raised all the walls higher then ever, you choose to walk away and goes silent on everything pretended everything is fine, forgot to check in on me and, distant yourself
Choose your convenient over my concern.
I feel betrayed.
I should have known better!!
 

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