Only thing which keepe close to her is love and mine look in the thing which keep her with me..
Whenever she is with me, i act everything is fine, but inside i m literally suffering from the things i want to forget, but i am running from them from a long time, suffering from those wounds which can't be healed in this life....

Life

At that point in my life where I am gonna say fuck it .

I just don't wanna worry about anything and think about anything anymore .

I am so done 🥺

Stress

I am stuck at home 
Idk whats wrong i just keep my work procrastinating and just become hopeless and I think soo that's why i am lonely rn I am a professional course student and not earning anything can someone tell me what to do or what not 😢😢😢😭

Lonely

You never know who’s gonna stay and who’s gonna leave , so rather cherish every moment you have with them

3am Thoughts

Any one tell please how to add someone here?

Friends

Inteehai dekho ishq ki ,
Unki to saari naadaani hai ,
Gunaah to saare hamare zimme hai .

Anxiety

Hey so I am not ashamed neither proud of what I did but just want a outlook. Like a friend tell me ur opinion. So I have a bf. He is nice not really interested in anything sexual not evn kiss. I feel the same about it. We consider going long term. Now I m in a stage where I sometimes I feel I want to explore that world too so I went on Omegle and sexted . I talked to some ppl and them I got bored. Ofc I had some pics that they sent me. I didn't send Anyone anything neither was interested I k it was just an hour thing. I even deleted the snap acc I used when they ask me to shift to snap. What do u think did I cheat in anyway


Sexual Health

My "best friend" is kinda my only friend but these days she's making me feel ignored, doesn't make me feel important at all. She makes me feel like i am just another person in her life. I hate it. She never texts me first unless she has some work, and when i text first her replies are very dry, it's like she isn't interested in talking to me and that prevents me from texting her, even though i have no one else to text. Earlier she would get worried that i am pissed or something with her if i didn't text her in a few hours, now we go considerable time without texting each other. Whenever we met, we hugged each other when we left, now she doesn't hug me back, so i was thinking i should stop too. Earlier, i would tell her everything but now i don't because i don't know how she's going to react to most of the things. I can't tell her that she does some things that i dont like, because then she says i complain about every little thing.

I know a lot of you are gonna suggest me to talk to her about it. I have she said that i am just overthinking it, which i am most certainly not. 

I love her but is it time for me to take a step back and start distancing myself too?  I know it's gonna hurt and i am gonna be lonely, but what other option do i have anyway? 



I'm so done.. idk everything is so fucked up dude I'm not giving up ik I'm strong but how long? I don't have ans to this.. My boyfriend suddenly goes into do not distrub mood for god knows how long (ps no doubt he loves me but always runs away whenever there is a problem) and tbh I don't have so many friends maybe that's why I'm here 😅 speaking my heart out in front of strangers... And what hurts most when u listen ur own father saying that he doesn't want to talk to u that he doesn't care what u say on random day (jis din kuch hua bhi nah ho )he just ingores me ol day and ik many people will say ki unhone gusse m khe diya hoga he loves u .. no actually the truth is he doesn't love me at ol my parents wanted a boy instead they got me a girl .. ya but they don't have that much old mentality but still they are indians... I'm so lucky in this house that jo bhi ho ghr m they blame me . Kiska accident hua it's bcoz me lol😂 ... I love adventure but my life has become extremely adventurous that idk how long I'll be able to handle this ...
I'm Strong But still question is for how long? 

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