One tragedy in life … my engagement broke … and the reason was my stupid question to my fiancee… i love him … i wanted to marry him … now everything is ruined… he hot married on that very same date … i am still stuck in life … i have no one … i have no interest in looking new guyz … i cannot sleep … i regret doing things … i overthink about what could have been said or done to not fall in this situation… every morning i wake up with this thought that i ruined everything… sometimes i feel like something happens to me and i die … but then i remember my parents they will be hurt if something happens to me… papa bhut roynge … i don’t want to hurt them … i need peace … i keep thinking of going in past and correcting things … how can i get over this … now whatever rishta i get i compare it with this person … sometimes i feel my whole life is a lie … i have made only wrong choices in my life
See this world is a big place someone is definitely made for you may be that person might also be searching for you…you never know…the thing is that we should never loose hope everything will be ok when the right time will come…God makes pairs for everyone(atleast what people say) and you are no exeption…just wait for that right moment and right person and jo nahi mila wo shayad kismat me nahi likha hoga…just think like that…
Give yourself a break. You need it. I know it must pain a lot going through what you’re going through but think it as your destiny. Maybe that guy wasn’t right for you. Maybe life has someone better in store for you. As they say, bhagwan ke ghar pe der hai lekin andher nhi. Try to avoid his thoughts and be happy for yourself and your parents. Live as a free bird.
Ps: I really recommend you to watch Queen (bollywood movie)
This is not good for my parents either… they are also suffering… and may be i will also suffer my whole life … i don’t know i just hate myself … i don’t know about this kismat and all …
See, looking at things negatively won’t get you anywhere. While on other hand looking at things positively will at least give a new hope. Its either you think positive or negative of the future. You never know whether the outcome is positive or negative. So better think positively! And for suppose lets keep the destiny thing at side. Why are your parents suffering? Being happy is more important than being married. I’m sure your parents only want you to be happy. Just keep being positive and work on yourself, I’m sure everything will fall in line with time. You attract what you give. Being positive is so important for one to be happy!