One thing I learned in Life.....#life
          You can be important for someone but not all the time......#lifefact 

Lonely

Hey!! If you need someone to vent to about anything I’m here for you.🥰

Friends

Hello. So there was one best thing I wanted. But now I'm not eligible for it anymore. I messed up. I have chance for the second best thing. I can make it happen if i buckle up. But I'm starting to have second thoughts. Like thinking it's not worth it now. It's second best. Drop the whole idea. Look at some of your peers who got that and you will have to end up for the second best now, if at all you end up. How shameful it will be. 
These intrusive thoughts are coming to my mind and my heart gets heavy because I do want that thing. These intrusive thoughts are just making me weak in my knees telling me it's not worth it and you don't have it in you. 

Please help me go through this. What does these thoughts mean. What do I do?

Career

Hello everyone....

I am here to confess something which is I cheated on my boyfriend for 2 months but then I left that boy bcz I realised it's not my thing to cheat anyone and now I even have broken with my boyfriend and he doesn't know about that ever..... I feel guilty about it so much and will never ever do it again.....and when my bf left he has said some very harsh words and before that too he treated me like anything  so is this karma hitting me back or what.... I don't know what to do please tell me something

Relationships

I feel so lost, daddy was a little bit naive, mommy was a theft. I never had a family. I hide behind my hair most of the time.  its hard for me to remember who i once was. but i cant seem to remember.  but being alone and only having music most of the day is the best life gets when youre in a group home. once night comes demons enter every child and we have to fight. many of the kids tend to try to hurt you even if you did nothing wrong. im trapped most of my life. the only time i feel more alive is when im living in a fantasty world where nobody cares about how you look or what you do.  what people have done to me wasnt fair. my heart as a little girl had grown too fast. i didnt have innocence. pictures in my mind keep me locked up in my past. I feel like i am a broken girl. I feel like i have nothing.

Bullying

Holding up
Fighting all alone.
Can't be satisfied by this
I need more.
Things aren't good
But i will be alright
Idk if i will win
But i will fight with my might

3am Thoughts

hi.. 
im new here. 
my boyfriend just broke up w me. 
i dont know what to do. 
and how to act.
i need to cry. 
but im too numb for that. 
but it doesnt mean it isnt hurting me. 
and i just got my first dose. 
its painful. 
and the most painful are the facts 
i cant be clingy w him
i have no shoulder to cry on no more. 
help. 

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