3am Thoughts

Yaar I am so sad jo sapna mein bachpan se dekh rahi thi jiske liye mein 2 months se hardwork kar rahi thi Sara chala gaya no use yaar and I don't have hopes also😔😔😔😔 Sara ek hi baar mein chala gaya mera sapna  merse dur chala gaya 😭😭😭😭 I need a support jinhe mein pakad ke apna dukh ko share kar sakhu but thank God I got a friend to whom I can share everything and talking to him for few mins changes my mood usse baat karte karte time hi nahi pata chalta hope mera dream bhi pura hota tho I was the luckiest person😔😔😔😔

Thodi der shaanti se baithna hai. Likhna hai. Khud se baat krni hai. Lekin idk why, yeh resistance, ya shyd time nhi h, ya shyd bass baithna hi nhi h, maybe procrastination. Idk

Do you guys feels the same? If yes, how do you proceed? 

when you're just busy in your day happy enjoying vibing and you just be yourself and then that sudden sadness and past realisation hits you and then saare din ka kabada hojaata hai bane banaye mood ka faaluda din kharab dimag kharab no appetite unproductive 🙂

All the girls out here, 
I have a question… A girl used to like me but I didn’t (but i used to flirt a lot with her)
She ended up catching feelings and I didn’t know… after sometime I got the idea that she got feelings so I ignored her and broke her heart etc… 
Fast forward 6 months.. we met again, we’re in a relationship right now.
Palko par bitha rakha hai maine use.. car ke doors open karne se lekr uski choti choti chizo ka dhyan rakhta hun… itna appreciate aur tareef krta hun. 
She accepted it.. khud boli mujhe! 
Ab kuch time ho gaya.. I’m still the same.. always tryna make her feel like a queen. And ab she’s saying ki pehle tujhe gaaliya deti thi ye krti thi (in short - heart broken rehti thi) us time acha lagta tha 
Abhi bhi lagta h but us time bhi 
Pata nahi kya chahiye tum log ko! Toxicity hi chahiye kya! 
Kyu itna complicate karna h?! 
Ladai karne ka mauka nahi deta to ladai karni h 
Ladai karta hun to toxic hai! Wth!!

Broo....... Constantly  switching  from love and not  loving. Negative  soch hori hai 

Confusion

Today I saw my best friend in saare haaye 😍😍 ❤️

Love

Girls or boy doesn't matter.. Kuch interesting conversation h to connect Karo. Kisi 1 topic pe varna haal-chaal, name , age , place  to sab puchate h.

I feel suppressed and underconfident consious hojati hu infront of good looking people ya Jo mujse jyada ache hai in terms of English speaking
How do I change that mai kuch bolnai pati unke samne 

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