One of our mates was so competitive about everything that they’d like want to buy a needle before the rest of us. Like come off it. It’s not that important. I see them in the future with 3 children in a loveless marriage. :) good 

Hello there, i like what you shared with us. Being competitive and developing yourself to do better is good. But being over confident is too bad for us only. So never show off and enjoy life.
Work hard.

Other

Hello dear all
I want to share something that is bothering me so much. I am not able to sleep with it for days. I want to just die. I feel like a burden to all my friends who are very kind towards me.
They love me a lot. But I feel worthless. If I ever say this to them, they try to console me, they tell me to do different things but still I feel the same. I am lost.

Depression

Super stressed! Eyes are hurting. Kitna padhna hai. Pure din uthte hi bas padhna shuru karna padega. 

3am Thoughts

Made dalgona coffee today after so long but it didn't taste that good 😭🤦

Exhausted

I am anxious... I feel like people assume I am lying without me saying anything.. whatever I do I am a liar and fake.. I even always thing that I act like a liar and I should doing this or that... when I say something I am always wrong no matter what... nobody belive me it just feels like back then I made somone cry because I said a fact that should be stopped. Its awful how the world works.. when I want to help I feel like I am lying to myself  all over again.. it does not feel real I lost my sense of reality  I am anxious about tommrow and the day after it and after it and the one after the other and what between them. I am anxious in picking on my skin again until I see a red colour I am anxious even in my sleeps and dreams its awful how one thing lead to another specfic one and just it none more then that another it does not make sense Ik 

Anxiety

In my 22 years of life, I've come to realize that no one who is not your family gives a shit about you.
I've been through hell concerning my physical and mental health and no one has ever been there for me apart from my parents.
Not to say that I haven't been there for people. I've been there for people and in return all they have done is care about someone else and put me aside.
I'm starting to accept that everyone you encounter in your life is going to be just temporary. :)

Lonely

Is there anyone who is working as a medical scribe here...like how to land a job in this field, and as a fresher even getting an internship seems to be hard. 
Are there any suggestions, or any info related to it which would be helpful...

Confusion

Trying to find my lost self ... i don't why it's enough of being in state of depression and sad really it's enough idiot you can come out of it and stop saying that still how many days huh .. you will be like this , you are more capable of doing many things pls don't be like this dear , you deserve all the love and happiness , pls be happy you are almost there to find your happiness..go on don't ever give up ....

Love you, 
Your future self

Self Love

Hi

I’ve been dating this guy for a year now I am very much in love with him. This is the first time I ever thought about marriage and children seriously, I never cared for those things too much. I mean I always wanted to get married but it was never any rush but I never wanted to have children. Well this past year has been great we’ve done everything together, I helped him to try new things and take chances and he’s taught me to believe in myself. He’s been there for me from the moment we met. You see I’m not from this city I’m originally from New York I took a chance and moved here, I’ve been here for almost two years. We recently got engaged which is great and even came up with a month for this year to get married well elope. Soon after we moved in together which was a huge step for both of us. We didn’t plan on it but it just kind of happened. Anyway a month after we moved in I discovered I was pregnant. Now I always expressed to him that I never wanted to have a child ( if I did decide to have one) without being married first. I knew he felt different about it but he said he understood how I felt and If we were to get pregnant he had no problem marrying me because he loves me. So back to me finding out I’m pregnant I brung up the conversation of marriage again along with our month we originally had planned. Now he says he wants a later date, why do we have to rush, I kind of feel trapped. I don’t want to have an abortion but I don’t want to be anyone’s baby mother. I know we’re engaged but how do I know he won’t change his mind about that too? Did I make a mistake have I been fooled? He says it’s because of this whole pandemic and we don’t know what the next few months are going to be like. Everything been going great but I’m still thinking about him not being sure he wants to marry me. I don’t know what to do this has been on my mind heavy. Ps. I’m 29 and he’s 30.

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