one of my friends is cutting on a call with me because i cut earlier and idk what to do becuase that shit makes me want to cut more. 

Self Harm

i’m not cutt!ng myself anymore . 
i’m just crying myself to sleep and not eating and biting myself and hating how i look in the mirror and hating everything.
idk if that’s better.

Depression

Everybody talks about cutting people off, but nobody really talks about the grief that comes with having to stand firm on that decision - knowing it's not what you wanted, but what was necessary for your well being.

Relationships

how to stop self harming

she cuts her wrist,
for an unknown reason,
she wants to feel pain
even she is not numb,
she knows
she has pain. 

but, she can't find where,
so, she cuts herself. 

I hope 
someone can be 
her rest soon;
who will never let her 
wrist bleed again. 


3am Thoughts

Can't feel any urge right now

Confusion

I sliced my hand open and I’m freaking out 

lately, I have been stressed, anxious, and depressed. I am also going through some tough sh*t at the moment since my dog died not long ago. I have turned back to cutting after being clean for 1y. I don't regret it because It makes me feel so much better like it helps relieve my pain and stress away.

So the first time I did self harm was when I was in 8th grade. Which was 7 years ago. Am 20 now, in my final year of degree and I've started doing it again. Idk why I did it then. I've always been the depressed kid w problems I think? Always been a lil crazy in the head? Now, I don't make deep cuts or something. It's just slight scratches, but I do use a knife. It's umm idk what, why and how but becoming a sort of a habit, I think. I don't know. It happens everytime I can't process things, have breakdowns or anger issues over the smallest things. 
Well, I think I just needed to vent it out. Am sorry if anyone comes across this post and it upsets them. 

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