"One day you're going to remember me and how much I loved you. Then you're gonna hate yourself for letting me go .." -Drake

Aditya Sahu 

shruti 

Nostalgia

Any outcasts out there?

Lonely

I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t want to be in this house, have this life any of it. But I’m too much of a coward…I don’t want to leave my sister and gf..but it’s hard. I can forget for a while but it always comes back to me at night. I can’t do this. 

LGBTQ

My friend has a habit of saying sorry a lot whenever he makes even a slightest mistake specially when he says something to other people . I always wonderd why he did that so I asked him. He told me he loved this girl and because of him saying stupid things without thinking they both had a break up he said after losing someone I loved so much because of his stupid mouth he always makes sures that he apologises.

Breakup

My mom is so toxic, I hate her. I wish I could go away from her. She never respects me or my individuality. I have never got any kind of support from her. She just keeps doing some religious shit all day and brags about how selfless she is & how much she is sacrificing and taking efforts for me. She shames me for my beliefs which I never force on anyone, unlike her. 
I have tried so hard to separate her from the toxic relationship she has with my dad, I have tried to encourage her to pursue a career. But all she does is waste her time and bully me. I am so fuckin tired. I am so tired. 

Depression

How are you doing today?

Coming Out

I want to share my story and I think it will be little boring for off fielders so apologizing for that
I am 21 and just completed btech in chemical field and in the month of February I got placed in government company with the package of 18.45 lacs , they gave medicine offer letter in March itself and this was my campus placement but in June when my medical checkup was done , they rejected me on that bias saying I am having squint in my eye ( means it is slightly slant , around 4-5 degrees) but neither do I nor my parents have ever seen something like this in my eyes , Even when I was infant they haven't seen anything like this in my eyes , means it is also not visible from naked eyes and this thing is also next to normal thing but they didn't gave me any time to fix these and they just rejected me.
This also don't require any surgery just 3-4 days of exercise can be sufficient but they didn't listen to me at all. My job was gone and due to placement i was also not able to sit in any other interviews. I feel very low for that 🥺.
Now I have one offer from a private company named Aditya Birla but it's package is only 6 lacs but I have to go for it compulsuorliy and will join after 2 weeks .
But I still remember that company and the way I cracked every round of interviews and tests for the company. I sometimes overthink that what are the bad deeds that I have done that I am getting this much big punishment. Thank you for reading. 

Career

Post number : 11

If you feel guilty for something or for an action, not immediately but after a certain point just go for an apology!!


Trust me that will make you feel lighter and also the opposite side might forgive you as well

A simple sorry can give you more peace 🌺

Personal Growth

I just want to go put and spend some alone time but I need to get permission and answer will always be know, girls are not supposed to go out alone or hangout with friends.
I have to eat what others want me to, have to do things that i don't like to please people around me.
Don't know if there is a way to get out from this caged life. 

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