One day your life will fash before your eyes make sure it's worth watching ✨🖤

Falcon74

Em still awaiting for that day to happen 🤔

Happy

Your favourite motivational song?

Music

Soo I have decided to not giving up 

Hope

Life is all about what you feel about yourself. Make the most of every day you got because there may not be a tomorrow....??

Education

Suffering and futility

3am Thoughts

Had a pretty rough day today, 

I quit my job and I broke up with my girlfriend. Both of which are mainly due to the fact that I have no regard for myself. I feel like I don't deserve anything nice anymore. The moments I've cherished thinking 'Hey maybe it's okay. Maybe this one time, it's nice to enjoy what I'm getting', have long passed. Now I actively make decisions that I know as a certainty will work against me in the future, because I feel like I'm being punished.

My idea is to hit rock bottom, so that I can begin anew, so that afterwards it's got to be better because it can't get any worse. When I reach what I assume to be the worst point in my life, the floor gives in swallowing me whole making me realize that rock bottom is further down this endless abyss and all I've been doing is embrace the struggle.

I hate that I did that to my girlfriend the most. She's going through an even tougher time and I don't want her to crash down like this either. I can fix this by going back but I can't do that either, because then it'll be the same repetitive toxic cycle and I'll end up hurting her more than I already am. 

Any idea how or what I can do to make this even a fraction better?



Depression

Why do i always notice people or think people abt their life like 
Having that extroverted life that i cant have
I always thinks that extroverted circle of friends that looks popular in school
And it makes me feel like im stuck here
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Im always think of this matter making me conscious in everything 
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Am in the only introvert feel this?

Any one from Saudi in here ?

I had a breakup last month
I don't know
I feel deppressed
And I suggest the book ikigai to read
To all of you
I am trying my best to overcome it

#ikigai
#deppression

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