One day i asked my parents sometimes I hurt you, anger you even I don't talk to you.. 
My parents replied :-"We know ki jab gussa aata hai toh kuch samjh nhi aata pr gusse mein muh se niklne Wale sabad samne Wale ke dil pr lagti jo tumhare liye kitna kuch krte hai "
Today I felt that 

Hey so I guess you are comfortable with Hindi as well coz it will be easy for you to understand 
Ki suno agar tumhe ye lagta h ki tumhare life me kuch sahi nhi chal raha h then ek choti si baat h but bhot gambhir ki baat h dhyaan se sunna 
“ If you think your life is in hell , why stop in the hell , move forward “
Arey yesa hee mere ghar me bhi h 
Mera relation ka bhi yahi problem h lekin at one point jab mere saath koi nhi tha then came the concept of staying strong in being alone so tum apne life ke baare me thodi clarity me aajao ki ab toh tum 19 ki , exactly of my age so pehle focus on the things which you “need” to prioritise then focus on your sleep schedule 
Agar neend naa aaye toh kisi se khul ke baat karlo
You can talk to me at anytime I will also talk to you about my life then let’s share that pain 
Aur uske baad at the end songs toh hai hee apne life me thodi der ke liye use sun ke man ko thaandak mil jaaye ne phir apni life khud track pe aajayegi
Hey if I hurt your feelings in the above message by any misunderstanding I’m really sorry 
If you want to talk more you can connect with me
“Suno I am there for you 

Boyfriend

Intern Diary - Post 8

Hi! 
So finally I'm getting along with the team and the work, I'm enjoying it tbh. 

Find the bug. Fix. Deploy. 
Find. Fix. Deploy. 
Find. Fix. Deploy. 
and sometimes
Build the feature. Test. Deploy. 
Build. Test. Deploy. 
Build. Test. Deploy. 

I was sad for a part of the week, where the feature I worked tirelessly on, get revealed to everyone, and they didn't mentioned my name anywhere, it's just xyz & team.. And we were just two people, but (deep sighs) thk hai. 
Focus on work, yeh sab ko lekr abhi itna mt socho. 

I'm enjoying the way, I'm putting in tough tasks and the things which quickly needs to be resolved. I feel like I'm adding worth to the team by being an Intern and assisting others for now. 

Anyway, kahi piche ek yeh thought aa rha hai (from last 2 days) ki I'm sort of stuck, mtlb learning ho rhi hai, lekin thodi speed dheemi ho gyi hai.. I'm just doing what I'm good at.. Will keep this in my mind, and will work on learning new stuffs over the weekend.

Huh.. That's all from my side. 
Keep learning, and building and growing.. !

See you next time! 
#InternDays
#Post8

3am Thoughts

I be like lojja lage then after 5 seconds act like the most nillojo behaya mf on earth.

Hey, 
So I decided to leave this app (again) 

I always had this thought ki yaha kuch log & kuch cheeze sach m gems hai.. But honestly kachra usse kahi jyada hai & I'm not strong enough ki uss kachre ko nazarandaaz kr sku😟

Someone was asking help to get attention in college.. And that's fine.. And someone said "divide cloth by 2, attention will multiply"  WHAT THE!!!!, and the other person said Focus on 🍑, WHAT?? where are we heading towards?? Are you guys even understand the situation?? 

Aur yaha ladkiyon k post toh khol bhi mt lena, mujhe soch k ghin aa rhi hai ki mai inn logo k saath hun.. 
And I'm crying, yeh sochte huye ki inn post k authors ko kaisa feel ho rha hoga, can you guys even understand that!!
and I said to someone, ki if you don't understand - don't comment, instead of stop commenting, he became attacking, god-damnn, Pause for a second and think what are you even typing..!! 

I thought ki itne log ban hone k baad yeh app shyd bht better ban gya hoga, and that's why I thought about giving it a try.. But unfortunately😕

Stay strong everyone out there (not just girls), some people are really good, but it's never ever ever easy to find them. 

Bye guys. 

Hum is duniya me akele aaye hai aur yahan se akele hi chale jaenge . Zindagi me fijul ke rishte banane aur expectations se hurt hi hona hai isliye behtar hai ki akele rehna bhi sikh le. Jab khusiyan mile to bas pal bhar ki khusi samajh ke jeele and jab gam mile to use bhi temporary samajh le to sayad life kaafi easy ho jaegi. Bas yahi chiz apne dil ko samjhana tough hai 😅

I want to share my feeling with you guys
Ye incendet friday ka h evening me m ofc gyi and jate hi ek ladki milli usne mujhe birthday wish kya to mene usko bola aj mera bdy ni h 19 ko h thn m apni desk pr gyi dekha already birthday girl ka tag laga hua tha.. ek do logo ko bta diya mera bdy ni h phr or log aakr wish krne lge to mene sbki wishes accept kr li mene baad me kisi ko bola mera bdy ni h or jinko bola vo bolne lge aj ni h iska bdy phr mene sbka din rakhne k lia bola aj hi bdy then kaam krne lgi HR sayi usne gift or card diya socha usko bta du tb vha kafi log bethy thy or mene ni bola mene bs accept kya or thank you bol diya.. socha bs wish hi to kr rhe h koi baadi baat ni h jesa chal rha b chlne do. Ab isme kuch lo lg rha tha m such bol rhi hu kuch ko lg rha tha m jhoot bol rhi thi baad me break pr jane k baad sbmne bina btayaye cake order kr lia or canteen me wait krne lge itne meri tbyt kharab ho gyi vomiting hone lgi and then thoda face thk krke m niche gyi cake cut kya under se bhut bura lg rha tha mujhe ki such bta dena chaiye tha cake khilaya sbko then ek ldki ne bola ye tumhre team mate kuch khna chate h tumse m unke samne gyi mujhe lga yhi bolege aj tmhra bdy ni h but unhone kuch ni kha.. mujhe lag rha tha sbko pta h aj mera bdy ni h phr bhi mujhse cake cut kra rhe h khi koi sbke samne na bol de pr kisi ne bola ni pta to sbko hoga hi kher jb m face wash krne jarhi thi to piche se ek ladki aakr bolti h hume pta h tmhra aj bdy ni h. M thoda ajeeb sa feel krne lgi bola usse ys bs bckchodi chal rhi h.. then washroom gyi or meri tbyt kharab hogyi vomiting, headche, stomuch pain or m vhi cateen k pass beth gyi ek ladki sath hi thi usne sir se bola sir aaye thn unhone kisi se baat kri mujhe ghr drop kraya.. ab mujhe bhut ajeeb lg rha h soch soch kr ki fake bdy celebrate hua h mujhe bta dena chaiye tha but mene ek do logo ko btaya phr  ab aakr wish krne lge to mujhe ajeeb lg rha tha sbko btate hue aj bdy ni h isliye mene ni btaya. Or cake cut krne k baad to or jada ab m monday ko jaugi to sb sochege ki jhoot bol rhi thi ye abhi isko join kre hue bs 1 month hua h or abhi se jhoot socho agr same bdy mail 19 ko aagyi to or popat ho jaega sb kya soch rhe hoge mere bare me.. mene bs isliye bola m kisi ki feeling ko hurt ni krna chati thi.. ab ye soch soch kr mere smjhni ni aarha kya kru btau sbko jakr ya ni under se bhut ajeeb sa lg rha h bura feel ho rha h sbse ese jhoot bol kr. Kya soch rhe hoge sb mere bare me. Mujhe bhut ajeeb lgega ofc jate hue.

Misunderstanding

Kitna bura lagta hai jaab you realize that you're single even after having all the qualities of a good partner... 😓
But then when you also realize that relationship nahi hai isliye dusro k jaise khit khit and all same problems nahi hai life is all set from a aspect💕🌚 

Placement stress: placements nhi horaha bohot dukhi hu bhai pata nhi kuch kuch samaj nhi aaraha kya karu bohot stress hai pata nhi hog bhi ki nhi kuch aacha nhu laga raha yaar . Aab tho hope bhi nhi hai ki kuch hoga. But negative mind hogya hai kya karu. Roone ka maan karta hai par roo bhi nhi sakta ladka hu na. Pata nhi life mai kuch ho bhi payega ki nhi .........

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts