Once I wrote a last lecture I am willing to give if I know I will die in near future. I was inspired by the book written by Randy Pausch. That assignment gave me lots to think about and I am grateful to this assignment that I know I am on the right path. 

Happy

Why everyone is addicted to their phones???

3am Thoughts

 just wanna be frnd with someone who just want someone to rely on when they wanna talk to… Anyone?



Lonely

My friend had to get an abortion because her jerk boyfriend is not willing to use a condom and she forgot to take ipill. Now she is bleeding like a faucet and has a hole in her bank account. Be safe everyone . Use protection.

Women Empowerment

ग़म था, लेकिन अब ज़ख्म है!
शोर था, लेकिन अब खामोशी है!
जुनून था, लेकिन अब चाहत है!
दोस्त थे, लेकिन अब मैं हूं!
डर था, लेकिन अब अंधेरा है!
अहंकार था, लेकिन अब स्वाभिमान है!
निराशा थी, लेकिन अब सवेरा है!
सब थे, लेकिन अब कृष्ण है!
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Along the way, 
When somebody said hey!
Heart desired to stay,
But the mind said nay!
Perhaps, 
This world made me introvert,
Thus teaching me how to avert,
Nothing to blurt,
The book isn't shut,
I entertain no dirt,
Ok ok the line's cut!
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How fast we grow up but not when needed, only if we knew but to console oneself we keep saying 'Its never too late.'
 






Competition

I feel like I’m in a cycle

Suicidal Ideation

There's this guy at college, I've turned down his proposal  more than 5 times and he's still trying and I'm not liking it. He's the one who came between me and the man I loved and created differences between both of us and now that we've broken up he's trying again and trying to guilt trip me like Ive been waiting for you since so long, my heartbeat falls to 40 because of the condition he's in. ( because I'm not accepting him) recently he's trying to be overly involved in my life, by asking about my family members individually that how are they doing,  I get it it's kind of him but when I don't ask about his family I don't initiate conversations with him I avoid him as much as I can turn down his calls and everything all of this is just suffocating me. Please I need advice. I'm probably just thinking too much about it 

I think a lot of people don't understand what real romance is. May be you also don't know how it works...trust me and understand 

In this era Anyone can buy flowers, candy, chocolates , books and jewelry, there's no love in that. The truly romantic things in life are those little things which you do every day to show your care, and that you're thinking of them whole fuckin day ..It's going out of your way to make them happy that's the starting point of love darling..

The way you hold her hand when you know she's scared, or you save the last piece of cake for her. The random text in the middle of the day, just to say "I love you" or "I miss you" without expecting reply.. The way she stops to kiss you when she passes by. It's dedicating your favorite song to her, and letting her eat your fries;  and your favourite pastry by telling her she's beautiful, even when she's in her sweats; with her hair in a ponytail and no makeup. It's putting your favorite show on pause so she can tell you about her day, and laughing at her jokes, even the really lame ones. It's slow dancing in the kitchen and kissing in the rain. Romance isn't about buying, it's about giving.

True romance is in the gestures.

I wish that our country had tackled the current pandemic in a better way. I hope all of you are safe and remain safe. My best wishes to everyone 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts