Once I wrote a last lecture I am willing to give if I know I will die in near future. I was inspired by the book written by Randy Pausch. That assignment gave me lots to think about and I am grateful to this assignment that I know I am on the right path. 

Happy

who else feels sad/ almost depressed out of nowhere? I’ll be enjoying myself and then out of nowhere, I get sad to the point of frowning or wanting to cry from nothing. :/ idk what’s wrong with me

Confusion

Some people are too mischievous and are too funny to read here 😂😂

3am Thoughts

Any one from Maharashtra (Solapur).
Let's chat in Marathi.

Relationships

The feelings at the beginning of relationship is now longer the same. Is it wrong to feel that? Idk what went wrong between us. 😞

Insecurity

Listen...
"You never really know the true impact you have on those around you. You never know how much someone needed that smile you gave them. You never know how much your kindness turned someone's entire life around. You never know how much someone needed that long hug or deep talk. So don't wait to be kind. Don't wait for someone else to be kind first. Don't wait for better circumstances or for someone to change. Just be kind, because you never know how much someone needs it"
 - Nikki Banas

Mental Wellbeing

Yesterday my manager told me that you need to resume office from 4th July... You have no choice.. 

 I am so used to this WFH, it's been 2 years and 3 months exactly.. Again going back to other city to stay alone, staying in a PG, staying away from your family. How I am going to manage again.. I don't want to live alone again.. I am scared and still crying 😔🥲

Career

Don't know what kind of emotions I generate in those time period.....
Whenever I get negative taunt from a parents ...... I just don't why I don't want to eat or do nothing they say to me to do.....
I just hate them in that period but soon I react like it's ok I love you, I'm wrong in my own way just forgive me 

But I hate this cycle they still taunting me like you are not enough/ you are nothing but I know my capabilities & who I'm....
It's makes me so furious....
Same as if some unknown people/relatives behave badly towards me I ignore them just like they did not exist.
If I don't get the healthy behaviour from other, I don't count them on earth forever.....
For me it's feels like it important to have some boundaries and self respect.

But

My parents say if you did not cure your this behaviour you will not achieve nothing. No friends, no partner, nothing...

I don't want that if they did not respect my space.

Did I'm wrong???
Did I've negative attitude??
Is it called ego??

I just want clarification about this.....

"Keep smiling..don't let the world take your smile"

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