Omg stressddrtt  i wanna punch air rn
Idk wether ill go to school i have wrong medical certif just to go to school but im not really ok i cant with this, i will force to feel ok in school when im not i cannottttt

Can i just have a healthy body !! Whyyy 😭


You can hv all that wht u desire...but first calm down a bit. Take each moment at a time and see where things are going wrong..were you worried about ur certificate and did it made in such a way now.. but there is always a way out. So be easy on urself first.

Calm down you’re alive and you have time you’re not running out of time just sit take a deep breath after have some rest do whatever you want but when you’re ready. Right now you need rest…..

Physical Health

Today I heard that’s it is really true and there’s nothing any more I can do about it: the judge decided my soon-to-be-ex-husband is getting the house and he does not have to help me find a house of my own. He earns a lot of money and I don’t. We have 3 kids living at home (nr 4 is 19 and almost leaving the house). I’m living in Amsterdam and it is impossible to find a house I can afford to live with my kids. 
The judge said the kids have to stay one week with him, in our 7-room, 170 m2 house and the other week with me, in a one-bedroom appartment of 55 m2. 
I don’t know how I can do this. 
I’m desperate


Divorce

*I came here coz I'm confused and depressed. I had break couple of weeks ago and I'm unable to move on. I'm trying each day to motivate myself and love myself but it's not happening.  I break into tears each day. The guy moved on easy even before breakup but I'm stuck like hell. Want somebody to talk to, feeling alone. Nobody close around so can't share my feelings even. Feeling strangled by my own feeling. Sorry if I'm spreading any negativity but I needed to express and speak up.*

Lonely

I donno what you call this feeling, my frnd is getting engaged and we were having a conversation about the engagement and she was again n again telling me that my time will also come like she was feeling sad for me. But I wasn't now i feel odd coz all frnds are getting married and settling in life.
Since i broke up with my guy a year back i haven't gone out much all frnds have parted ways in diff city or married or making a career. I don even have some out to go out.

Make me feel pathetic, like how does life even matter to me how.
I try so hard to put all this behind but i cant, i cant it takes a lot of effort and one mention to all these things and they bring back the sad part in me.

Im clueless.

Hope

Ever since school started I feel like my depression came back. I've had depression for years now but it was getting better...but returning to school made me even more depressed and anxious. 
Every person that passes by or every time I make eye contact I can't help but feel so insecure, I feel my anxiety bloom, and all I want to do is cry in the school bathrooms. I hate being such a coward.
I am also sad about not being able to make friends, I tried once on this girl in my English class 
but she wouldn't bat an eye at me, I tried twice but it was useless...I would've tried the "third times is a charm" or something like that but I didn't because I felt really embarrassed because that is something I would never do. 
But right now, my chest feels heavy and all I can think of is to lay on my bed and cry myself to sleep...I am such a baby for it and I hate that about me too
Thanks for listening to me, I appreciate it <3

Depression

Can someone help me!!?

Anxiety

He says I suffocate him and he feels trapped with me. 

Insecurity

Mai iss zindagi se behtaar m a rr n a pasand krungi

3am Thoughts

I am soo depressed and no one to share my feelings. It feels like my heart is bleeding inside. I am alone

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