omg I had an amazing day like just yess it was awesome and like nothing bad happened...positive vent :D i think my first on here but yay also still no self h@rm so yay :)))) and today i wasn't feeling fat or ugly or anything so 10/10 day today! (Hope your day is going alright!)

Really happy that your day went well and i hope all your other days go even more amazing and you keeping your amazing smile on you always❤️

Happy

Am getting emotional for every small conversation... That feels terrible

I gave up for seeking a relationship just going to wait for God 

Coming Out

so apparently my ex tells his friend group that i’m his favorite ex. he has a gf though, like what does that even mean

Confusion

So I call a dude out on how he’s been acting and go to leave so he kisses me to I guess leave more breadcrumbs and me wanting. He messaged, I messaged back, now a day and half later, nothing. 
Seriously my patience is thin. Don’t be a douche!! Trying to decide whether to text him something like ‘so what’s the plan?’ But we’ll see

Anxiety

If I had make any small mistake then my father harshly shout at me that this is not good, u r immature, u should change your character bcoz in future u have to go to other place🙄. By thinking this that my own father sometime treats me like I am very pathetic. My mind revolves around such situations and then I can't concentrate on anything literally nothing works😔.

Emotional Abuse

Where the gaysss @?

Adulting

I don't know why I feel like this and I can't describe what I am feeling now?
May be, I have no sisters or boyfriend but that's not the really problem. Let it be~
At least, I should have my life partner who can share our happiness, sadness, business problems, family case and our life to each other. Now, I have no one who give me high five when I have some achievements or fails! Yep, I have my Mom, my Dad, my brothers, my sisters-in-law, nieces and nephews. All of them are my beloved one. Being with them, I feel blessing every day. I can't imagine what would happen without them when I face the worst time. But, they have their own life. So, you know.......shouldn't I have my life partner to share with me whatever I am......!!! I know I am stupid and crazy. Even though, I can't stop thinking about like this why why why??? Ask me again and again...
If someone read this post, you can also think that this one is really crazy.
But, I don't want to talk about this to my friends and family. I just want to talk the person who I don't know and she/he doesn't know me. It's better.
Anyway, thanks for reading my post and thanks for sharing my feelings and my current mood.
Have a nice day!
Bye~


Lonely

I met a guy in an arranged marriage setup. We met 4-5 times and things were going fine. Then one day his father texted that his son's prefrence for a partner is with a height of atleast 5'2 and he feels I am a little less then that. So he can't marry me. I was like what the hell this is a fact which can't change what is my height it will remain same no matter what. And if he was so concerned about height why to meet someone multiple times. 

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