Okay this is going to sound so stupid but i had never had Bel sherbet until this month and its sooo good..? Like where were you all my life. It is soo cooling like wtf. I could eat healthy if i wanted to and this is the stuff i miss out on.

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just looking for someone to vent/talk to or to relate to (17 yr old girl going through an anorexia relapse)

Anorexia

Im not able to eat food like i used to, I used to loveee food i still do but feels like i have lost my appetite for a while. Wt do i doo?

Confusion

Do u like eating? But the amount of eating is way too high & frequent

Eating Disorder

I have bulimia....i cant help but wanna be a better, skinnier version of myself. I try not to purge but i cant help it. 

Bulimia Nervosa

I want to stop eating I’m trying so hard to recover but the greed to eat everything around me is not stopping. I want to eat it but then the thought of calories comes to mind, that doesn’t even stop me I eat way more than I can handle during this recovery and the only way to feel okay is to purge. I need help but I just can’t stop. I don’t know how to control myself anymore, to be honest I just want to stop trying but I really need to work hard if I’m planning to stay alive. 

Hi
I dont know but i am so much obsessed woth lising weight that in stress i start eating jubk which is not helping me and making me sick i dont know how to deal with it i decide everyday that i will eat clean and workout regularly but when time arrives to do so i feel weak and give up

Mental Illness

TRIGGER WARNING: Eating disorders/implied eating disorder mentions, self-harm

I hate this. I hate it. I hate this so much. Why can't I just... have a normal relationship with food. It's always binge one day and then barely eat anything for the rest of the week. Why do I have to feel so guilty when I eat something? Why can't I just be normal for once? I haven't checked my weight at all, but its probably the same maybe even higher. I'm bruising pretty quickly and its starting to get pretty cold even though fall is barely here. I hate looking at myself. I don't want this anymore. I hate this. Why can't I just stop doing this to myself? I've managed to convince my parents and my friends and even my therapist that I'm getting better, but I'm struggling so much. I don't really feel safe talking to anybody about it except a few people. I want to get help but what if I get sent to a psych ward? Hah- it took me 2 hours to eat an entire bowl of chips because I was chewing so slowly. Will I even get better at this point? I'm so obsessed with calories and I haven't even touched most of the food in the cabinets. I'm so close to just taking a blade and dragging it along my skin. I know that's helped before. So maybe it'll help again. When will this end? Please please please somebody anybody whatever divine force or being out there please make it stop. 

So I am a bio student n my cousin asked me if Yeats gets spoiled if not refrigerated.  And I said no . His teacher said it gets spoiled  . What will he think . I am dumb. 

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