okay so first of all i hate myself. i have a VERY ugly body and i think i’m really boring. now second. there’s this guy that has been texting me for a long time. hes rly pretty but i don’t really feel a connection bc our personalities and ways of thinking are very different. at the same time, i get excited while texting him and get jealous over him and idk feel some kind of interested. he wants us to go out but due to my insecurities i have serious social anxiety and i keep avoiding going out with him. i don’t share my “problems” with people but he won’t stop telling me i don’t want to go out with him. i explained to him that this is not the reason and i am just very introverted. apart from that ik that even if we do go out he won’t be able to accept my body so i feel like there’s no point in going out?? ( i didn’t tell him this) so i thought he understood me but today he attacked me again saying i don’t want to meet him. aaand i always think about the past, i can’t get over past situationships and friendships and let me be honest. everyday i wish to be dead. i know there’s nothing to say to this i just don’t wanna talk to anybody. i actually do want to talk but nobody ever understands me and i feel so alone that i’m tired of sharing. so yes i feel comfortable speaking on here bc nobody knows who i am and i needed to say this bc im going insane minute by minute.
rather be dead than cool.
Just relax and calm down and if wanna share or say something or talk then let’s connect if you don’t mind in it…
Well don’t be sad if need to talk you can just send a request
I will tell you something I don’t like how a look either but speak meet him even if it don’t work you never know. We will always find someone who going to like us even if he are not pretty or look like a model. We have to accept who we are and everything that is with it. Don’t let yourself down.
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