Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

share your deepest feelings and emotions in a safe and supportive environment.

โš•๏ธDepression

๐Ÿง‘Anxiety

๐Ÿ˜ฐStress

๐Ÿ’—Relationships

Create Thought

โ€บCompetitionโ€บThought

๐Ÿ‘€
Anonymous

Okay, let me start from the beginning. In the beginning of the year I decided to take 2 AP courses - I guess it was to compete with another kid in my class. Months later its April, and Iโ€™m 3 weeks behind in my course, as well as my other subjects. The kid I was competing with is right on track, lucky suck-up.
Iโ€™m given the option to do the AP test in 2.5. weeks (which will be in person), or June(which will be online). Iโ€™m scared and Iโ€™m not sure which option to pick, will the online test be harder? The lucky suck-up is also debating what to do, but heโ€™s one of the few right on track - so honestly I think he will do fine.
Iโ€™m just worried about myself right now. I donโ€™t want to disappoint my parents, and the pressure does not seem to be getting to me? I donโ€™t know, I just feel numb; like an outsider. I have been working hard all year, and the previous summer I took a summer course, so I really havenโ€™t had any breaks throughout the year. Iโ€™m not trying to boast, but I mean after all of this I just feel empty and burnt out. I donโ€™t think the tone of this message really weights the urgency (would that be the right word?) of the situation?
I donโ€™t know how to deal with my emotions (because it feels like I have none) or what date I should choose to take the AP course. What do you guys think?

๐Ÿฌ
๐Ÿ‘€
2 replies
๐Ÿฌ
Anonymous
โ€ข

Whats ap?

๐Ÿ‘€
Anonymous
โ€ข

an ap = an Advanced Placement class

user_group_img

8574 users have benefited
from FREE CHAT last month

Start Free Chat
start_free_chat_cta_image

Need Help? Call Us