Okay it has been now month since we parted . And today i felt like something is missing . Something who was my routine , someone who is me but parted , i hope we could meet again someday which is mere imagination & love you 🫶
once faiz said 
aj tum yaad 
behisaab aye ~ .



And those miracles come with pain 😮‍💨

We put all our efforts to clear the competitive exam simply to get better positions similarly to get good things we have to take pain . It is painful for time-being but fruitful for lifetime 

3am Thoughts

*TW* : Mention of Suicide 

My Partner passed away few years ago and each day I think of that day, unable to move on from this gruesome feeling of " i am inching closer to maybe do the same to myself ". The guilt of not being  there stays and the grief lives through me. 

I cant move on no matter what I think or the fake happiness I try plastering on my face. 
Moving on without him is a scam. 

Adulting

My boyfriend in the start of relationship talked about forever and how he wants me in his life and now when i have started dreaming of future with him , he expects me to leave things of time and don't expect much

Listen
Ego,  jealousy, comparsion, anger 
Did nothing to others but will hurt you alot...so if you are facing any of these feelings do communicate about them...its really hazardous for your mental health...

- Queen 👑

Mental Wellbeing

I'm literally feeling so lost and lonely. My best friend has been acting weird and finding excuses to stay away from me and I have no one to turn to. A few months ago after a break-up, I fell into a dark space that I feel I am heading into right now. I dont know if I should tell my parents but to be honest I cant be bothered anymore. I hate myself everyday please help.

Depression

I’m not a fighter. I’m a failure. 

Life

Who am I? What is life? What do I want from life? What keeps me from jumping off a building or something and die? What is the point of all this shit? I don't wanna spend my life doing expected things like growing up, going to uni, graduating, getting a job, marrying the first man I fall in love with, have kids, looking after my little depressing imaginary family, getting old and die with a sad face full of wrinkles. So basic, so sad. And what makes the idea worse is this is actually what my future would look like and I have no say in it. I'd rather die now and get done with this life thing, I just don't understand why? How could be people out there feeling real and pure happiness? What do they do and how do they think? Omg, I just hate everything I wrote and I hate the way my brain thinks and works. I don't wanna sounds like a negative person, and I'm trying not to be one, but I just feel like I have no enough energy to face the world and engage with society, it needs so much patience and energy that I don't have right now. I'm scared a little, I hope I never live that expected life, it makes me feels like I'm drowning and there is no one to help me.

Hi, I wanted to know something. Today, my gf's niece was adamant on meeting me & going to a game parlor, so we met & went to a game parlor, she enjoyed her time there & while going to a restaurant to have food, she started behaving badly, even threatened to beat me. She's a small kid, but I also have 2 nephews & a niece, but they never behaved like that. I got a bit angry and was a bit rude, due to which my gf is now sad and hurt that I behaved badly with her daughter (niece). Did I really do the bad thing & should I apologize, even if I feel that I had to be a bit strict, for teaching her niece some manners. Please tell me friends.

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