Okay guys, lets be honest. That post I made two days ago was pretty poetic. Anyway, this spot has become my new happy place, I guess its nice to have something to express yourself through. I don’t really know any other websites to talk about myself without my family seeing so if you have any recommendations I’m open. I realized my whole family has been ignoring me lately so I’ve been spending more time alone in my room. I want to blast my music out loud but my sisters would make fun of me. It’s nice to have someplace where I can talk about my feelings. I feel like I’m being annoying and using this website wrong and I shouldn’t. I don’t feel like people want to listen to me talk about my feelings. That’s how it normally is. Am I being too dramatic? I don’t know. Anyway, does anyone wanna help me get out of this house. Everyday i feel more… idk compelled to leave and run and find an empty field and just yell. And laugh, and cry, and everything in that category. I want my own space far away from this city. I want to walk out of that front door and run. I would feel so alive. I want to run and not look back. I want to run and be forgotten, But i feel too alone to do that now. I want to do it with someone, but my best friend loves her life. I would too. A nice house, her own room, one sibling, caring normal not insane parents, straight, the most beautiful thing in the world. So beautiful. I don’t know if i want to be her or with her sometimes. But like i said, shes straight.
I love how this whole paragraph escalated. From talking about how a want to express myself to talking about how I think I love my best friend, But then again, I’m just 11. Too young to love and too young to like girls. I want to say much more but i’ll keep the words down to a minimum.
Hope you guys live a wonderful life, hope you guys find love. Stay happy! :)
I do feel like running away from time to time, then again I find myself sitting on the river bank with my notebook and scribbling away my thoughts. These moments I felt better I felt relieved. And found myself loving my own work and myself. So love yorself you will find it became easier to love others also…
Hope you are well…
i loved reading this paragraph and how it just naturally shifted into your different thoughts. whenever I talk about something that bothers me, all everyone tells me is that I think too much or that I shouldn’t stress out. i have people who listen to me, don’t get me wrong. but I still feel like I’m not always heard or felt validated, so I always end up coming here. idk if you were serious about being 11? because your thoughts and writing are really really mature and impressive.
just know that you can definitely come to this website and vent (it is nowhere near annoying)
i hope you find someone too (maybe through this website only!) someone you’d want to run away with. till then i’m here to lend a listening ear:)
Sure will do…
You’re never too young to love or like girls, or guys, or anything. I remember feeling pretty in love at 12 (in a way I was). But you might be a little too young to run away. When I first ran away I was 13, and I’ve always been able to come back home (even when I didn’t want me but my family was chasing me in a car). Try to take deep breaths, and find a place that’s all yours, even if it’s just hiding under your bed or something. It’s soothing and feels like a hide out and an escape. I hope things work out for you!!
