Okā¦ so im in love
with thisā¦guy he was my bestfriend at firstā¦ i proposed him he was like what- then again i said yes its true he said tell this to ur crushā¦ i said that yes or noā¦? He saidā¦ why are u asking thatā¦ and then i said againā¦ he said ok i like u too ā¦! He alsoā¦ promised so i believe he loves meā¦ and then after some daysā¦ we had a fight then I didnāt talked to him for 1 day then he was sad so i just msged him cuz i canāt controlā¦ myself then everything is alright. But he hasnāt introduced me toā¦ his friendsā¦he says his friends will tease him and call him by my name and alsoā¦ when i say i love uā¦sometimes he be like how many times u have to say that š ā¦kinda hurtsā¦ but then i thinkā¦ itās alrightā¦ np! I pray for himā¦ everyday and give him time i havenāt heard his voice yetā¦ he said he wants to keep everything ā¦ secretā¦ i said ok i still love uā¦ and today im not in goodā¦ mood he just said that im onlyā¦ his bestfriend it hurtsā¦ sometimes he says im gf and sometimes bestfriendā¦and alsoā¦ he is notā¦rich and he is uglyā¦ but for me he is perfect i hv so manyā¦ reasons to leave him but i still stayā¦ because i love him and my feels donāt fade away idk whyā¦ and im 14 and he is 15ā¦
I just feel like i shouldnātā¦hv any expectations and keepā¦loving him because I canātā¦ forgetting is seriously hardā¦ he is nice alsoā¦ sometimes and sometimesā¦ not and thats okayā¦ i guessā¦
