Ok⦠so im in love
with thisā¦guy he was my bestfriend at first⦠i proposed him he was like what- then again i said yes its true he said tell this to ur crush⦠i said that yes or noā¦? He said⦠why are u asking that⦠and then i said again⦠he said ok i like u too ā¦! He also⦠promised so i believe he loves me⦠and then after some days⦠we had a fight then I didnāt talked to him for 1 day then he was sad so i just msged him cuz i canāt control⦠myself then everything is alright. But he hasnāt introduced me to⦠his friendsā¦he says his friends will tease him and call him by my name and also⦠when i say i love uā¦sometimes he be like how many times u have to say that š ā¦kinda hurts⦠but then i think⦠itās alright⦠np! I pray for him⦠everyday and give him time i havenāt heard his voice yet⦠he said he wants to keep everything ⦠secret⦠i said ok i still love u⦠and today im not in good⦠mood he just said that im only⦠his bestfriend it hurts⦠sometimes he says im gf and sometimes bestfriendā¦and also⦠he is notā¦rich and he is ugly⦠but for me he is perfect i hv so many⦠reasons to leave him but i still stay⦠because i love him and my feels donāt fade away idk why⦠and im 14 and he is 15ā¦
I just feel like i shouldnātā¦hv any expectations and keepā¦loving him because I canāt⦠forgetting is seriously hard⦠he is nice also⦠sometimes and sometimes⦠not and thats okay⦠i guessā¦