Ok so guys me and my mom were about to go out shopping two hours back , but she was doing all the unnecessary things which can be done after coming to home also and also she was talking to my brother in phone which can be done later and bcz of some reason everything got delayed and she is telling now i am not interested to go at all i mean like seriously, i am so upset that all the works can be done later why i am taking this so much means we were in not good terms before so now we were going out still it seems same and i got angry decided not go and now she is saying come we will go but now i am so hurt that my dad was always with me when I wanted to go out was there for me …at first place she was not willing to go out at all , i should not given her second chance…
This happens with me every Sunday I keep expection at first they say we will go and then later keep delaying it and never go so now I’m like whenever we have to go let’s go I won’t keep expections
It’s like she is always thinking about others then what about me who is there … I don’t want to give any other chance now today it was so important to go , my dad was always there with me when I needed…
Sometimes think of it the other way. Think what she must be going through as well. It’s not like she is not doing it in purpose. It’s not like she plans to do that. It just that, she must be tired too. She might need you as well, to help, to support her mentally. Parents are the only people who are going to be there by yourside, in good or bad. Mark these words, no one else. Give her time. Try to do something else when she is busy, do something you love. Go with her when she wants. Trust me she loves you, and she will always do anything just for your little smile. You might not see it, but she is already doing that.
You said it all ryt and i have done all the things which could make us together but you can’t understand what and why I am saying this and how I have gone through vso many things…
Be strong, give it time. Try to not think of it. Engage yourself in other things, try to look for your happiness in yourself. I know these words are easy to say, but the actions can help truly.
I am going through the worst situation in my life, i have never felt so lost, so desperte, so fucked up before. I cry every single day, i get hurt everysingle day. The person who i wants to talk is going through a real tough time and i cannot talk to them either. I don’t even know if they are going to be there or not. But what can i do? You cannot control everything right? So we try and control the things that we can. In every problem there are certain things that you can control, try that. I hope you get better. I hope i get better. We deserve better. I hope someday we find peace. Take Care ^_^
Thanks yaar hope we heal and grow we deserve it 🥺
