Ok, I wanna share something. Right now, I don’t feel anything for my ex. She moved to the same town a couple of months back. I know that by her story. But I never wish to meet her. She pinged me to meet but I ignored her by saying we should make a plan sometime soon but didn’t put any effort to make plans. We don’t talk, so her phone call on my birthday was not expected, her number was not saved and I didn’t recognise her voice. Then she told me that aisa v kya krdiye Jo mera awaaj v ni pehchane, I just want to shout at her and told everything how her cheating makes me feel, the emotional pain was exceeded to that level, I start to feel it in my body, how I was imagining my whole lyf with her and how everything got vanished. But her that question made me realise that apne 1 saal ki dosti aur 2.5 saal k relation m v Mai usse kabhi smj ni paya, she is not what I think she is. And I didn’t shout and make an excuse to end the call soon. I didn’t feel like she deserved to know how I felt so there was no point in expressing that. But the love I have experienced in that 2.5 years, I don’t think many will experience in their whole lyf, may be it was one sided but it was beautiful ❤️.
Cheating is a choice, not a mistake 🙂
Do you know what pain me more!!?, It was not cheating, it was how can I not know her, was she faking the love all the time or just it was just me who was forcing her to be in a relationship. Nothing was clear, and that was something that I couldn’t wrap my mind around, Like how is this even possible!?
Possible hai , vha possible hai jaha pe aap kisiko itni importance dete hain, bharosa karte hain,itna chahte hain ki aap sirf unki ek hi side dekh paa rahe hote hain is vajah expect bhi ni kar sakte ki aap us insaan ki vajah kabhi hurt honge ya vo insaan kabhi aapko cheat kar sakta hai aur jab aisa kuch hota hai to aap samajh ni paate hain ki vo galati kya hui hai aapko pta hota hai sab par aap ye manne ko taiyaar ni hote hain ki us insaan ne aapko hurt kiya phir aap self doubt karte hain
Pta h jb Maine yeh manne se mana kr diya ki usse lyf m koi aur h tb usne ek pic send ki jisme usne kisi ko hug Kiya hua tha, and All I can remember from that pic is that she is hugging someone and smiling too🥲, I was just not able to understand ye sb ho kya rha h. I haven’t shared these with anyone.
Samjh sakte hain dukh hora hoga aapko par ek baat kahu aap ro lo aur itna rolo ki dobara rona na pade ye sab sochke kiuki yaar jo aapka tha hi ni uske liye kya rona?
Haa dost, chlo acha lga baat krte thanks and bye
Why can’t cheating be a one time mistake!? Maybe it was just one time thing just the heat of that moment!?
Oh really? Is it ohk to cheat a person who loves you so much?
I am not saying it’s ok, it never will be
Hey buddy , take care of urself 🙂👍🏻
Thanks bro, I will