Ohh man this WFH 12 hour job of mine is sucking my blood and soul along.

Job Dissatisfaction

Have you ever made a huge mistake and regretted it so much? 

Depression

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Have peaceful night. Take care

Adulting

So there is this guy we met online and he showed interest in the beginning when I was not interested but later I started liking him and I told him directly that I want serious relationship. He said he is not ready for relationship. So I stopped talking to him. For three months we dint talk. Then after three months he texted me on watsapp at 2am. Since then we talk but only I text him first. He never texts first. Recently he came to my city and asked me to meet bt I was going through some serious health issues so I couldn't meet him. Then after I asked him to meet me and he said he is not sure about it that it will be possible for him to come. Again after few days I asked him to meet me and he is saying maybe he will come but not fixed. I am now confused that I should meet him or not? I really want to but what if after meeting also he says he is not ready for relationship? I really want him to like me? Because I know I like him. Don't know what to do. Please help.

Confusion

Venting repeatedly about the same crush from the past few weeks....I move on every single day and when I see him in the class I fall from him again and again....I feel something wrong with me....I don't want to feel like this for anyone in this phase of life....I am tired of everything and everyone around....I have been through a lot...My so-called friends betrayed me in the past week and I got to know the true colors of people around me....And now things are hitting harder....Idk how to handle this situation and there is a lot of pressure of doing good academically as well....

College

"You've been always diseased  how can you be a Doctor " it hurts so much 😓

3am Thoughts

Life is hard, what makes you keep going?

Mental health of men matters. Its sad state, that it's being pushed away under the rug everytime or laughed off. 

Mental Health

My parents are not talking to eachother, it's been always like this. My dad took a loan for 10 lakh ( just to show off our house, he's always been like that ) rupees and is not even putting effots to pay off the loan. He's been jobless for 2-3 years, my mom is working paying off the loan and even for my studies. 
Few days back she got really angry and started complaing to my neighbours about my dad and due to that my dad is more angry. 
Just yesterday my mom was trying for a new job and today she got selected, and when my dad came to know about this, he's saying that I won't let her work unless she apologies. 
I'm not able to explain properly but the situation is really serious , mom is not even ready to get divorced, my exams are coming in few weeks,even my sister doesn't like thsi situation. I feel like leaving the house and stop talking to them forever. 
My dad used to hit us ( mom , sister and me ) but for few years he hasn't , but now I feel scared to leave my mom alone. He might lock the room and hit her, I have no idea. 
This stupid Indian society doesn't even let the poeple get divorced, I hate people. Why do people give birth to children and don't even take care of them, I know I'm not a kid and I should not blame them for this, but still...!! 
I even told my mom that if they fight once again I'll leave the house and stay at my cousin's place or stop talking to both of them. Even thinking about this makes my cry but ... 
I've been trying to distract myself by studying but at night I keep remembering these things and cry..

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