Nutrition, Exercise, Questions, Practicing our Fears
can cure every single insecurity
stole it from HOW TO BE YOURSELF book by Ellen Hendriksen

Insecurity

The thought of being alive just fascinates me with reality of living creature living by side. : )
I hope you all have a good day & night! : )

Body Positivity

I hate negative thoughts and negative words but I'm so tired of who I am. I'm sick of people telling me to love myself I hurt myself so much, I destroyed every opportunity i had, I wasn't enough for anyone to stick around. I just want all this to be gone, I want to feel nothing anymore. 2020 was like a dream for a moment I felt like I was happy but it's all gone. I've been clean for more than a year but now I feel like hurting myself again, I want revenge from the body I was given, I don't want this anymore all I ever asked for was LOVE but no one made me feel like I deserve it. 

Depression

How do you guys calm your anxiety?

Anxiety

15 years (from 2007 to 2021 in September, that is to say (52 years: 1971-2021), she lived with us: my sister), made me fear her because she took advantage of the fact that I have been taking psychotropic drugs since 2007. and so on I did not dare to react, to whatever she asked me out of fear I said: only: YES. after she had made me nervous for 15 years. just now, this morning when I tried to remember: how it was when I was afraid of her, I really could not. this is a miracle that happens to me, to have forgotten: what it was like when I was afraid of my sister for 15 years. I hope she does not manage to make me scare her again. I do not want it at all.

Bullying

I couldn't be a perfect daughter. I just want to make my parents proud. But I couldn't make them happy. I feel like a failure. I don't know, someday they will be proud of me, I wish. I just feel like laying down and crying. I've been crying continuously for hours. They have faith in me, a failure, like me. I just want to disappear and not feel anything. 

3am Thoughts

My heartbeat is super fast. I am trying to sleep. 

Woah! After update it feels so much better. I was kinda missing Now & Me:(

Hope

Is it ok to intrested in same gander ?? Means girl to girl intrested or like that

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