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Insecurity

I hate my parents.. i literally hate them like helll .. every day every time they will always scold me they will always taunt me … always say me that im not good enough .. im not useful for anything if it is on my birthday they constantly scold me taunt me for petty things every time. For me it feels like i need to run to somewhere .. i want to do something to hurt them or i want them to know what rage pain they make me feel every minute. No one should have such a toxic parents .. please dont judge me .. im a state topper in entrance im never got percent below 90 and my family treats me like shit and this is the only space i feel atleast i can write what i feel 

Emotional Abuse

Your trauma is valid even if:
1. Others have had it worse.
2. It was a long time ago it happened.
3. You have moved on or you feel fine now.
4. Someone thinks that it isn't a big deal.
5. You didn't open about it.
6. And at last, you've got other things to be grateful for.

Mental Health

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Crush

So I have a job but I dnt think this is what I want to do in my life. I am not blaming anyone for it because this I chose for myself. But now that I am almost 2yrs + in this field, I feel this employer employee thing doesn't work for me and I want to do something which is more happening, something that excites me everyday and I feel happy doing it. I dnt have to make excuses or find reasons to skip it. I have  a daughter. I feel I need sometime now to spend with her, relax and think on what is it I want to do ahead. But this thing I am not able to communicate it right with my husband. His perspective is more like, these are some common things everyone faces at the early stages of their life. But after a point u either get used to it or get over it. Or he thinks these are because of my monthly hormone surges! I so badly want to tell him that there exists a class of people who probably don't necessarily fit into this kind of a system. They probably look at things differently. They too have loans and a family to look after too. But what's the point trying to save money if u r not happy doing it. U may not be alive to enjoy it also. My mood swings are real bad. It's taking a toll on my health now and my kid's too. I had met a doc post delivery wherein she had told me that I showed signs of post partum depression. My husband too was informed abt it. But somehow he thinks it's not the case with me. He thinks it was just a passing phase because I was home and dnt go to work so I was making all this in my head. I am tired of telling and expressing to him that there is something constantly bothering me and I am not feeling good about it. Since I dnt find  a positive support from him, I stopped seeing the doc. I don't know if things have piled up now and are making me feel worse. But right now, I badly need a break. I dnt feel like sharing it with anyone for fear of being misunderstood. I hope some stranger friend would because I have lost hopes from dear ones! 

A serious question. My father constantly keeps on cheating on my mother. He has extra marital affairs with random people. Few months back I had confronted everything and infact the whole family was involved. The matter was so much heated that he wanted to divorce my mother. He had even said severe things about me which any child wouldn't want to hear. Somehow things got cooled with time and I had decided to forget everything. Things were going normal. Yesterday suddenly I found out that he never stopped doing the things that he was doing. He had never tried to change. Inspite of knowing everything I decided to not say anything to not disturb the family's peace. Though I was shattered within. Today he again started his ill behaviour with my mother. Too much of verbal abuse. He can't abuse physically since he stays out of town. I couldn't control my anger and bursted at my father. Specially because my mother had no fault in the incident. Though I didn't pull up the things that I got to know about him but I took a solid stand for my mother. We had an heated argument. Now I am just lost into my thoughts. Is it justified for a man to have external relationships if he lives away from family? Is it right for a man to constantly make his partner feel inferior? Is it right for a husband to frequently verbally abuse his wife? Why is it that when the man abuses it's tolerable but when his wife abuses in return it's considered a sin? These thoughts have not only affected me mentally but have been also changing my view towards the society and relationship. I started to have severe trust issues and a fear towards getting into a relationship.

Family

My life is as bad as shit. Not my life but the people for sure. Not a day goes good for them without judging me for my behavior. Especially my classmates. I'm suffering form harrasing and social abuses nowadays. 

Bullying

Sometimes, Imagination Is Better Than Reality ❤️

3am Thoughts

Sometimes you don't want an advice but that time you want to tell all of your pain 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts