Numb…
They say when life gives you lemons make lemonade. But what if you don’t have the strength to even pick up those lemons, let alone squeeze them. What if your heart is just so broken that you can’t even feel anymore. All you feel is empty, drained, numb. You feel like even the slightest breeze could just knock you down, blow you away along with the leaves in the wind. You become ghastly, void of all feelings, emotions, and sensations. Lifeless. All the pain you’ve been through makes you feel like there’s no point in living. Like you can’t live anymore and maybe you were never actually living in the first place. How could you have when you just seem to have been knocked down over and over again by this truck called life. Barely able to even muster up the strength to get yourself up from the first collision, you get hit again and again. What’s the point in trying anymore when life keeps knocking you down. You might as well just stay down, right? This is what it means to be numb. This is how I feel. Have I actually been living all this time?
Wow!that’s the highest level of depression for me
