Now that i started placing my opinion, speaking my mind out, wanting my voice to be heard, making sure my words are respected.....i also started being added to the bad books of people. But I am feeling better than before when i did not speak up. I don't care what people think of me as, I'm happy that I'm making my voice heard, opinions placed.

Tasya 

This is the exact situation I went through and handled.... it was tough but now I seem to be happier with a lighter heart ..! Hearing your opinion matter  is a great thing on  own ..feels good with all that attention that we deserve 🖤 

Celebration

Okay so I've been interning with an NGO, and we interact with and teach children and play games with them. These children had been orphaned or dumped early in life. It feels so blessed to be in company of people who take life as it is, battling all situations that challenge them, and still are happier than any of us more privileged people. I hope we all realise what we have and not take it for granted anymore. 

Relationships

*TW* : Mention of Suicide 

My Partner passed away few years ago and each day I think of that day, unable to move on from this gruesome feeling of " i am inching closer to maybe do the same to myself ". The guilt of not being  there stays and the grief lives through me. 

I cant move on no matter what I think or the fake happiness I try plastering on my face. 
Moving on without him is a scam. 

Adulting

I just want to kill myself in any way possible. 

3am Thoughts

I feel like everything is slipping from my hands. Time, people, situation, relations and what not. I don't feel connected to anyone at a times and I try hard to fit in sometimes (I feel). 

I also feel un-loved at a times. Unseen for most of the times (I could be wrong, but then I feel it sometimes. And since the last few days, I just can't ignore it). 

I have these constant thoughts, Will my friends and family (except my parents) will ever cry when I die?  What if I suddenly die and I didn't get the chance to talk to people I wanted to. What if I suddenly die and I didn't get the chance to mend broken relations.

If I go missing someday, will people even notice it? 
There are so many if's in my mind and so many scenarios, which isn't leaving me and I feel that in some or the other way it's affecting me, my mental and emotional stability and my relationships with the people around me.

Sometimes, I honestly don't feel like living. 

Insecurity

Hi everyone. I feel like I am gonna be single forever. I am 25 years old and I have never been in a relationship. I am extremely picky when it comes to being in a relationship with someone. I am scared of attachement and commitment. I have trust issues too. I don't trust anyone even my friends and family. I feel like if I trust somebody they are gonna betray me. I don't know how to get rid of these kind of thoughts. Any suggestion would be appreciated.

a random guy on the streets just called me a fat pig and my confidence went down really fast 

Body image

hope you are having a good day/night/morning cause you deserve it<3

Love

If a book was getting made into a movie /series (which has not been yet)
which book would you want?
or which is your favorite book? 

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