Now I recovered from my injury and feeling quite better now I will be aware from next time from harsh and abusive people as I am getting abuse since childhood and don't know to know people well

Here so many abhishek s

Creation can destroy it's creator, don't u think?

3am Thoughts

Helloooo... Hows everyone doing?.. Anyone wannanbe friends? Do dm🙌

Friends

It’s been 4 months that my little brother died .
He died in front of my eyes , I could have saved him , he was all blue , pale and numb . 
Maybe god has punished him instead of of me for my sins . 
I wish I could turn time back and save him , but now all I can do is miss him . 
I am doing everything I was doing before he died as if nothing has changed but there is a hole in my heart , a very big hole , a weight on my chest , a deep regret . 
If only I was a good sister I could have saved him , but all I did was watch him die in pain 
I am sorry brother 



Loss

Exams are near nd I got typhoid damn woahh fml idk I should study or just rest

Physical Health

I don't what to write here, I feel like completely broke.
Really have no words to express my depression.
I really don't appreciate what I do and I really don't love myself.
Even Spotify not helping me to get a "Sad Playlist". 

Did I broke because of:
Love-> Never had one 
Studies->Which I Never worried about
Career -> Which I have no idea on what to do
Family -> Whom I never cared about

I think I hate myself because of myself!

Okay, what I have done today!
1) Woke up at 7am and did nothing.
2) Started Scrolling instagram just for getting triggered to...
3) And started playing PUBG for 2 more hours.
4) Had breakfast at 11
5) And again Started to play...and watched p**n for 20mins.
6) And again Started to scroll insta for some cute Chicks.
7) And had my lunch at 2 
8) As already said again Started to play for 2hrs
9) At 9pm saw some mails of the workshops which I registered but forgot to attend.
10) And then washed all the dishes
11) And had dinner at 10pm 
12) I was about to go to bed but somewhere myself shouting one me for being soo irresponsible.
13) Then I open my mail and found 3467 mails were unread and many of them were workshops, online trainings, Hackthons and many more.
14) I don't know why I am like this and I don't even have any background to support in my future.
15) At the moment I felt like lost and insecure and thought to die but really not brave enough..
16) Even I see my mother and sister really working soo hard but I got no respect over them.
17) All these made me to browse " I feel am useless"

Really, Now I feel like :
I have no idea about "TIME"
I have no "GOAL" to achieve.
I have no "Passion" to go with
I found no "Talent" to work with
I got no "Physical Strength" to work harder
I got no "Money" to be brave about future

Trying some motivational videos from youtube but they stopped working for me, just like a medicine which stops working if you intake everyday.

Don't know who can help me with this?






Lonely

I don't have anyone to talk to 🥺🥺

Anxiety

I love this app ...it keeps me occupied 😄

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