Now and then when I see his face
He takes me away to that special place
And if I stare too long, I'd probably break down and cry

M sure I will. But m 31 and most men at my age are either married or committed. Lol

Hn generally 
But there is no shortage of exceptions also😂

Hn ye khojna mushkil hai. 
Aapke aas pass hi honge dekho

Don't worry 
You will get a better one soon

Memories

Any nepali here?

Colleague

I am a graduate and at a point where I have the potential to change majors in Master's. I feel the need to impress the society including parents, relatives and classmates and hence I am majoring in something I don't like but is very valued in society. I am pretty good at it too but I don't find meaning in what I am doing currently. One other that is stopping me from changing majors is that the new degree is completely different from my current major and I don't really know how my career will turn out to be. I don't know if I will be happy and satisfied with what I want. It's really confusing and stressful.

Career

Why do some people get stuck in a toxic cycle, where they keep on toggling between 1 toxic person to the other?

How to break this cycle?

Thanks!

Mental Wellbeing

I have always been a good student throughout my school life. I scored very well in class 12 cbse and luckily got my name in Punjab University's merit list(main campus). Being a part of this University(and ofcourse the city), was one of my most beautiful dreams.
But as a bad luck, I didn't give myself a chance for further admission procedure, which means I couldn't get myself into PU.
I have spent my nights regretting and realizing how can I let go one of my most btfl dreams. 
Anyhow, my family knew about it. Still they couldn't make my way to it due to some prsnl issues. And this fact haunts me up cz I have always got the best. I am a pass out student frm the city's best school. It is well said ki qsmt bdlte wqt nhi lgta. Or shyd mre sth bhi yhi huaa. Till that time, we faced great financial losses.
This is why the game turned out.
And now i have to do my under graduation from my own city. I ain't saying that university lacks anywhere. But my heart isn't ready to accept what i am getting. I try to come out of this thought every single time, but at end, i get no way. It's still in my mind and ig it'll always be.
Today i was hanging out wth my cousins and bhua g. And all of a sudden, on my thoughtful reaction on a talk, bhua g appreciated me saying, haan tabhi y(me) tuk sbse aage h.
I didn't speak anything. And my siblings couldn't see themselves being underestimated. They laughed and said, 'toh kya bhua, y bhi to same unvrsty h, aage khaa se hmse"
I was again silent, i didn't want to destroy the mood of any of us. 
I am feeling likee how easily ppl make fun of you na. All this unvrsty thng hppnd in frnt of those siblings, and still they are laughing, seeing your condition, this is how they are supposed to react?
Like seriously?
Don't they have a soul?
Wht do they get by hurting someone.
I don't know why i am even blaming my parents like see wht you ppl did to me. Those thieves(yess, my siblings, they have done all the bad things, they steal money evn frk their own daddy's purse) and you gave them an opportunity to speak all this to me!
It's freaking intolerable. If I don't say anything, why do they keep on popping their noses in my life?
Thanks for reading. I didn't hv any other optn to express myself. 
And ya, i am a little bad at expressing. Sry if the story got mixed. Thankyou.
Have a good day♡


Insecurity

Is it just me or do long distance relationships really take a toll on you and makes you feel kind of lonely sometimes, especially when you’re with someone who is serving the nation and you can meet them once in months? I’m just venting out, I love my man! Love him so so so much, but this entire long distance thing leaves me lonely sometimes especially when i just came from visiting him. It just takes time to get used to not being around him. And i miss him a lot! 

Long Distance Relationship

So this is my first time posting but I’m having a really hard time in my life right now. I am dealing with several severe mental health issues and no one is willing to help me. My parents love my physiatrist even though he refuses to listen to me and will only talk with my dad. I can’t get a councillor as they all tell me I’m too risky and complicated to deal with and on top of that my parents believe it’s a waste of money and time to have one. My school councillor keeps lying to me. Whenever I tell her I need help all she does is ignore me or say something she is going to do but never follows through. My friends are all fed up with me having issues and my parents want me to simply snap out of it. I’m so frustrated and everything seems to lead me to the same answer, suicide. I see that as my only out left as no one and nothing is helping me, and I don’t mean to seem needy or like I can’t do things myself because I can but this is simply too hard for just me and I’ve already tried to over come this for 7 years, by the way I’m only 17. 

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