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This Promise Day, what promise would you make to yourself?
(Remember, you are your number 1 😉)

Self Love

I have a question; is it normal for parents to hit their children?

Today I was arguing with my younger sister. She had taken a flashlight, and continuously shined it in my eyes, even after I asked her to stop, she still continued. So I got up and tried to take the flashlight away from her, so she screamed and hit me (Which I know, is my mistake.) which my mother saw. Afterwards, my parents yelled at me for not thinking before I acted, and then slapped me on the face. I noticed that my younger sister never got scolded for what happened either. 

Family

One of my friends has Panic Disorder. It's very scary, sweating all around, claustrophobia, numbness, everything scary I can imagine. It takes an hour for her to calm down. She's been taking therapy, things have become better. But it's still not completely cured. 

Mental Health

How to Find Someone Who Really Listen you ?

3am Thoughts

If anyone likes Ryan Caraveo: https://sites.google.com/mail.fcboe.org/ryan-caraveo-by-deceivedayp/home

Music

I'm feeling guilty, yet relived. I want to end living, but I have hope for future.

I am 18 and I had an abortion last month which has taken a toll on me. It was a decision made by my boyfriend and me after finding out about it. I was hesitant to take this decision but if the baby was born, we'd provide it a bad life because we aren't financially independent and our families would not support us.
He continued to be by my side, heard me out throughout the process but once it was over, he tells me to not talk about it. It probably gives him the same feeling of guilt as I'm facing, but while he is dealing with it well alone, I can't. I am not able to accept and live on. I killed my potential child and it is eating me up. I have not confided in to anyone except here. 
I know I have done wrong but I also know it was better than being a very bad parent. 

I am just very confused about what is right and validated to feel and what is not. Last week, I blames my boyfriend that he forced the decision upon me but realised how wrong it was. I am messing everything up. 😶

Abortion

Ok guys! I wanna tell how i see my future & how i want it to be. Cuz i can't keep it inside me but i don't wanna share it with people around me. SO HERE I AM >_<

I wanna go to china for about 4 years and complete my study over there & also do job while studying. After that if i get any good job over there i will stay there for like 1/2 year. But if not i wanna go to korea and stay there & maybe study/ job for like 1/1.5 year. After that i wanna go to australia or norway or london and settle down. 
Can i do that? I CAN DO THAT I WILL DO THAT. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME :)

Career

After the semester exams, I waited for my results... Because of the rainy season has started can't able to enjoy my semester holidays by going outside.Its ok, but after a long time I watched my childhood cartoons.. It was very blissful while watching a cartoon in rainy seasons.. This remembers the "nostalgic" days . . Where I would watched that cartoons after coming home from the school. And those are the days where I could sleep earlier without depression and loneliness thoughts .... But now I understand that ' I was totally opposite to the time where I sleep early ' .... But I hope that one day all things going to be fine 🙂🙂💔💔💔

I wanna go study abroad after my 12th
currently I'm having science with biology
My parents don't even wanna let me go outside the city, they're like you're a girl, you should not go anywhere 
I soo soo badly wanna go study med abroad, like its been my dream for soo long 
I just think its impossible
I would never be able to convince them
And I've my boards in 2023
I don't know what to do?
Can anyone help me with it? 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts