Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Now a days the word Love is so so haunting !! People are saying it to everyone without actually feeling the strength , the emotions and the meaning that word has !! But I guess I am wrong I am the only one who feels too much of everything , too much anger, too much pain , too much attachment . Yes the biggest fault I think I have is the word too much !! So I have caged my feeling as love like it is impossible to find true love specially when you look average !! This has made me cold holding my feelings , holding my opinions, not expressing things be it love , anger !! I am now an introvert , people does not listen to my opinions , they feel I have an attitude to speak with them and sometimes when I vent my feelings out people thinks I am bichari !! I have lost myself I do not know who am I !!!