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So.. i m disturb by things.. don't know kya horha hai.. i m really stressed and I know that's sooo unnecessarily wala..but dimag chal nai raha sahi se.. 

I m getting into constant emotional breakdowns and unnecessary stress.. aur bina reason wali overthinking aur fir uske consequences i am facing.. aur vo consequences are like i m messing up with ppl.. that too jiske sath ache connects hai.. either i m avoiding them ya kuch ulta sidha bol rahi hu.. i don't know wats wrong bas maan kar raha shanti se baith ro lu jee bhar kar... Reason pata nhi kyu rona but bas rona hai..

Ro rahi hu toh bhi maan shant nai horha.. bahut helpless feel kar rhi hu.. 

I m here to just express myself little better.. i m like koi chahiye bhi aur nai bhi.. bcoz sub yhi bolegae hota hai... Thik hojaogae.. relax yourself.. calm down.. nai hota yar ye.. bolna bahut easy hai but sach mai jab kisi ko aise helplessness feel hoti vo insan hi janta hai ki kisi ki koi baat sense nai banti tab.. you just want some peace but pata nai vo kaise milegi.. 


Sorry if kuch jayda bol gai toh.. ya kisi ko offend feel Kara Diya ho toh.. 

Confusion

My boyfriend said that "Agar khana banana pade toh koi bhi shadi hi kyu karta". I'm familiar with the gender roles in India and ik I cannot change that. Everyone is. Par ye toh muej laga ki vo sirf iske liye shadi kar raha. Maine bola ki isse Acha cook rakhle shadi kyu karni hai..toh usne bola one of the minor reason hai. 
I'm upset because ik it's work and I've to do that and I'll happily but that shouldn't be the reason to get married...it should be love, sath dena and what not...ye toh esa hua ki usko shadi sirf kaam naa karna pade isliye karni hai...idk if I'm wrong and idk how to explain what I'm thinking.


Family

Therapist ban jaana chahiye mujhe.

3am Thoughts

Meri ek female bestfriend hai 
We're good friend approx last 2yr 
Aur hum dono kafi close bhi hai ek dusre ke 
Now i want get in relationship with her 
So I want to purpose her, but yrrr sochta hu kahi vo mna na krde fir hamari dosti bhi kharab ho jayegi... 
But problem ye h ki hum din raat ek dusre se baate krte bht achi bonding hai..
Ab agr main usko apni felling nhi batata to yrr koi ajyega uski life me to mujhe tolerate nhi ho hoyega so... Krdu purpose....?🙂

Hey there, I was thinking and thinking about something recently... And I found this site. 
So...
Five years ago, there was a family function and I went to my maternal grandparents' home. There I met a guy of my age... We were teenagers back then and we did play stupid games like.. dumb charades, going on a see saw, hide and seek and many more along with the other kids in our house.. one day, him, along with his brothers and me along with my sister got involved in a pillow fight... He was having fight with me and his other brothers were having fight with my sister.
Nevermind old memories suck.. (they were unforgettable happy memories though)
And then, after so many years... I meet him again.
Everything changed. We had accidental eye contacts across the room thrice or four times... But no one initiated the conversation.
The silence was thick between us, and I couldn't help but think of coincidences I had in past with him.
- I saw a picture in which he was standing behind me aged six or seven 
- he had the same cap as I had when I saw him years ago
- while knocking on a door, the least I expected was for him to answer it
And many more coincidences..
I'm really confused of what this is... He's not my cousin or something but we are related in a **complicated** way. 
From the day I saw him again... I'm just confused as hell! And I'm not someone who believes in all this... Stuff but it's getting weird.. 

Love

jab hum kisi k dosti ko pyaar samaj baithe humare liye woh bahut khaas hai but mai uske liye kaafi ordinary hu ...shyd uske 2 pal k attention ko hum hi galti se pyaar samaj baithe.. hume toh woh kuch Der milna bhi nahi chahte ...pata nahi kya kar raha hoga woh ..mujhe bhula nahi jaata and mai shyd use yaad bhi nahi lekin sahi bhi baat hai woh kaafi popular hai apne dosto k beech and mai utni kuch khaas nahi aajtak kisi ladke ko mai pyaar k layak nahi lagi shyd mai hi kuch jyada expect karne lagi

One Sided Love

Ghar Wale Tane dete hai saara din Bass Ghar me Ladai ka Mahol hai Tez awaz me baat krna and har baat me glti nikal ke tez tez bolna last 6 month se meri health pe bhut effect kr rhi hai ye cheezin unko samaj ni aarha ab mene decide kia hai me khi bahar jaake kaam krlu 2 3 mhine to ab wps roz taane dete hai ki logo ke ghr brtn dhoyeega blah blah yahan kch hota ni hai full on demotivate krte hai kya karuu pehle shaadi kr rhe the then mene mana krdia kyuki meri same caste ki girlfriend thi but mene jab us se ghr ka mahol share kia wo kisi or ke sth relation me aagyi meri zindagi bss dukh hi dukh se bhari hai 😞

Hey Do you know once she was alone at her home 
What she said.....? 
She:-said Baby I'm alone at my house please come... 
Me :- Nobody is Alone Bhagwaan sbke sth hota hai.... 

Pta nhi Ky hua Boli tu single hi marega... Ab mene ky glt bol diya 🧐🤔

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