Nothing is forever, not pain, not love. Everything goes eventually, so trust me you’ll be okay.
I realized I’m not in love anymore. July 2021 is when “things ended” and I realized I had to move on cuz you and I would never work out. I thought I’d never get over those strong feelings I had for you for 5 years, I thought I would never love anyone like I loved you and I still don’t know if I will however I can finally say I’ve moved on. I still love you but I’m not in love, those feelings changed. Meeting you was a blessing I should’ve been more grateful for, loving you was the happiest I’ve ever been but I refuse to believe loving you is the happiest I’ll ever be. Not anymore. Thank you for everything, you’re the best thing that could happen to me but everything that’s good comes to an end and that’s fine too, I’ll always care and look out for you as a friend, I couldn’t be your friend anymore after what happened, I was afraid that you’d associate anything I do with the fact that I was in love with you, I didn’t want it to be awkward, I didn’t want you to feel guilty when you found someone else, I didn’t want you to feel like you owned me anything for what we once had. + Seeing you every day was too much for me to handle if I really wanted to move on. I wish I would’ve done many things differently, I messed up many times but I don’t regret it bc i can’t blame myself for not knowing better, it was my first time having those feelings for anyone, my first relationship, my first kiss… everything was new to me. Thank You for everything, you’ll always be dear to my heart I hope in the future we can be friends like we once were before we felt for each other <3 I’m glad to see that you’re doing well, I’m happy for you and I mean it this time.
