Not good enough, all i have done is to disappoint everyone around me. I am disappointed from myself. 

Someone who was used to be close to me is torturing me mentally and i just cant take it anymore

In literal words, he will make my life living hell,  that i can never be happy again, this is what i deserves.

Overthinking

I was walking down the street the other day
Tryna distract myself
But then I see your face
Oh wait, that's someone else
Oh, tryna play it coy
Tryna make it disappear
But just like the battle of Troy
There's nothing subtle here
In my room there's a king size space
Bigger than it used to be
If you want you can rent that place
Call me an amenity
Even if it's in my dreams

Happy

Anyone up?? Share ur future plans/dreams with me.

3am Thoughts

Be like a tree !!
bigger you get the more you need to be down to earth 

Career

When you hate someone,
the love doesn't just go away.

Read That Again.

Relationships

My boyfriend is feeling annoyed and irritated about something since the past 2 days and he doesn’t know what’s happened to him. When I ask him if I’ve done something or if he’s mad at me he says no it’s not like that, he’s not annoyed with anyone it’s just something’s bothering him and he doesn’t know what. This is making him not talk to me properly like he does and it’s making me feel super weird too. Can someone tell me whether I should give him some space for a few days or confront him and tell him to sort his feelings? 

One makes you cry and other just sees you with out consoling you! Is this how family supposed to be? Cry all alone no one gives a damn. I wish so many times to be replaced into a family which actually cares about my mental health and be there for me for real. 

I want a female friend with whom I can share my problems without any trouble and she can share hers and have some good memories with her coz I am done with my friends I feel left out with them and I can't interact with them if anyone else is there like me then we can connect


Friends

The worst battle you have to fight is between what you think and what you feel. Your brain versus heart.
If u let ur heart win you must be ready for the heartbreak or the pain in future
And if u let ur brain win then be prepared to keep dwelling over the regret of not taking the risk

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts