Not getting back the same energy is such a let down but at the same time they got a life too you know..

I relate so much. It's a constant loop of "reply, dammit!" and "they must be busy, they'll get back soon"

This realisation brings focus on ourself. Makes me think I should built more hobbies or engaging activities in life for myself.

Overthinking

Instead of creating a good life I messed up all


Lmao why can't my family road trip ever begin without atleast 3 screaming matches

Family

Taking a leap of faith. Let’s see whether my ship  floats or it sinks.

Hope

i am 39 years guy married and working in private company . I was very happy when i was in college and school i have always motivated my self . After marriage i came to Delhi even my job  was left ... I stayed with my wife means no friend was there and i came in depression . I started taking depression medicine as suggested by doctors . In beginning we were not in condition to afford child . later we checked the doctor she said my wife have to go through surgery and IVF  we did all but it was not success ... Now its become nearly 13 years of marriage , my wife is busy with her own stuff writing something . I stay in Delhi but here people don't have time for others ..Even i go to GYM regularly , office even then i am depressed. Now a days in lockdown We have to work from home and gym is also closed . Even all my family members are busy they don't have time to talk to me. Even my wife is busy she like to be alone ..Now i am feeling totally alone and depressed.. Even i take anxiety medicine but at evening i usually take 4 can of beer to get sleep . Most of time i am feeling Alone no one to talk or hangon  I am afraid that i might get  more depressed in coming time.Please suggest me how to deal it  

COVID-19

The new year was supposed to be a new beginning for me after the stuff I went through the previous year. But a month in, I am already loosing hope about this year too. I am currently taking a gap year to redo a competitive exam and the stress is talking a huge toll on me. I feel like I am constantly walking on egg shells.  I cannot bare to be in a room with my thoughts and myself. I have started resenting all forms of affection and care that people try to give me because a part of me believes that I do not deserve the good things in life. It may sound dramatic, but I genuinely feel like people around me would be better off without me. I wanted to improve my mental health so badly, but as of now I can't help but feel as if it is a huge waste of time for someone as purposeless as me. I don't know where to go from here and feel as like I am drowning in the world and all of its contents.

Anxiety

Drowning deep down in the ocean of my thoughts waiting for someone to pull me out 

3am Thoughts

I just wanna be around good energy. Connect with good people. Learn new things. Grow.

Self Esteem

Okay so contrary to popular belief and extending on what I have previously read about OCD, it's relatively easy to acquire, and hard to let go of. To a large extent, I believe that we all have some sort of predisposition to OCD, especially those people who are extremely dedicated and have difficulty in varying their standards according to the demands of the situation. But we all must realise that everything cannot be perfect. We do not have to always be perfect, and it's not always mandatory to bring the best out of every situation. Once a person acquires OCD, it is quite hard to let go of. It requires major personality changes through therapy. 

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