Not feeling well. Because i think of things i already done wrong or what i thought i done wrong. I always think of things too much but anyway. joined Now&Me for to people understand me for who i am. 💛

No problem 😊 and feel free to share your thoughts.

Welcome and I think its about time to let the past thoughts go away and work on your present and future🙂 with positive energy and emotion.

Social Anxiety

Complaining about not achieving success despite working hard is like complaining about an ice cube not melting when you heated it from twenty-five to thirty-one degrees. Your work was not wasted; it is just being stored.
~James Clear

3am Thoughts

Anyone from Hyderabad or Bengaluru? 

Travel

Need some affirmation here! So this technician guy at work has been passing by my shop for few times. Whenever I work it feels like he purposely walk past by and stare at me? Like there’s an escalator right in front of my shop so whenever he took the escalator up, he will turn around to stare at me and one time he came down with his friends, all of them were staring at me who is alone in the shop. I don’t even want to be delusional so I let it go but there was this once he stopped in front of my shop and I purposely gave him the death glare, he turn and looked at me and our eyes met. He went up escalator with his friend and said loudly “SHE WAS STARING AT ME” so I think my guts were right by then that he indeed purposely trying to grab my attention but I didn’t do the same to him. Also, my part time partner told me that whenever she’s working, she noticed this one guy keep “looking” for someone in the shop 💀 this happen until the last day of my working day, I did called him out and he came over to my shop by using this excuse if his other old colleague is working on that day as I want to say my goodbye to him because he’s very approachable to me. And he asked why I quit and where am I going after this. But he told me he will pass my message to his old colleague. See, he didn’t ask for my number nor my name. So what was his motive of doing all that 💀

Confusion

Dear reader,

Today I was thinking...Beauty,.. What is it? Where does it come from? I really want to read to your thoughts before i share mine about it !! Do not hesitate to answer every reply and opinion is acceptable. 

PS Remember to smile today 😉❤️
Always yours,AngelBlue

Self Love

Lot of things running in mind for past 2 days. I was going through a rough phase 5 months back, due to toxic relationship and breakup for the reason I am not looking good. Then my best friend started talking to me daily. He didn’t know about my love story. I too didn’t want to recall the bad memories. He started catching feelings for me. He proposed me one day, i had no idea what to do. My old relationship impacted me a lot, and i was in a healing phase, so i was scared to get into a commitment again. But he made me love him showing so care and affection. I fell for him again, i believed he is the man of my dreams. As a girl who had been in toxic relationship, this looked like a fairy tale and believed universe gave me him. He loved me without even meeting me once. Things were good for few days. Then we video called eachother. Slowly he started ghosting me, when i asked him the reason he said he didn’t get any attaction. My heart shattered into pieces. Again back to square one. But still he didn’t stop he continued talking to me without any commitment. Then we decided to meet in person. But after meeting he said he liked me so much. And promised he will never leave me. We started loving again. Now after one month, slowly he started ghosting. I asked him the reason and he said “I  lost interest on you and I am not getting the feelings like before “. I asked how come he lost interest so soon, then he gave me shocker. He said he lost interest after proposing itself , and he didn’t know how to say this to me so continued acting like he loves me by convincing himself. And he said i am not looking good enough😭 and he can’t take it anymore. But why did he promise me in person. He could have told before. He has no idea what impact he created on me😭😭i feel like i am not worthy. I loved him unconditionally and i believed i am blessed to have him . He made me love him. Now left me for thw reason i am ugly. Why do guys getting attracted only beautiful girls. I am having PCOD and i have acne on face. Does it mean i an ugly😭😭😭

Acne

G8 day.... Sunday, break from my boring office days. 
🌄 Weather almost changed from the  burning heat waves♨️ to the chilled strokes of wind⛈️ but the thing that is same is the status of mind...... 
Trying to overcome... May be I will be able to make it up soon but till then 😔

Conflict

I wanna adopt a cat and name her Madeleine atleast I would have someone to care and to love

Pets

I don't wanna leave him.😖.i want him back ..i don't wanna get over him and move on...I need him in my life...😖😭

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