Not every relationship is the same. So I am a person who is not comfortable or who is simply not interested in being any sorts of physical with my boyfriend. I am still young and my life has a spiritual background so I do not feel like getting involved in physical stuff of any kinds. My Bf doesn't really force me into doing anything but sometimes I feel he does want to get involved but he has to compromise because I'm not ready. I keep feeling guilty. Am I wrong? 

I agree. I think the best thing to do here is to communicate with each other. Really listen and talk about what each of you needs or are uncomfortable with. 

really tough question.. 
first thing first ... if you don't want get physically involved then its completely your call nothing is wrong or right!!
second is how he is gonna feel about this : what you can do is listen to him and somehow get to know him (you have communicated your message now first thing is to listen to him and understand him) a good communication session is what he requires always !! at least you can give a try to this (don't talk but listen)!!

Relationships

Why shouldn't I end my life?

Suicidal Ideation

I wear glasses , -4.0 , I do wear contacts , but I feel really insecure about it
I have pimples , like on my nose .
Despite my really good achievments , I feel inferior and insecure cause of it


Self Love

REMINDER 🎗️

Leaving the places where you've felt at home is never easy. It's like losing a piece of yourself. And finding your way back, rediscovering who you truly are, takes time and courage. It's a journey of healing, of stitching together the parts of yourself that were torn apart.

Loving again after betrayal or deceit requires immense strength. It's about rebuilding trust, both in others and in yourself. It's not an easy path, but it's a brave one.

When you finally take that chance for yourself, to prioritize your own happiness and well-being, it's empowering. You realize your worth and begin to cherish yourself just as you cherish others. You deserve that love, that kindness, and that compassion.

Remember, it's okay if it's not easy. Growth often comes from overcoming challenges and embracing the journey, with all its ups and downs.

- queen 👑

Hey 👋🏻 can anyone please share his/her opinion on whether it is normal that i don't like when my partner is watching porn when I'm in a different room in the house or sleeping? 

Maybe Denvert really cursed me. Y? I dreamt of him again! I never/seldom dream of him when we were together or even this past years but it's pissed me off that I cried while talking with Carlo on the phone earlier. I just wanted to think that he represents the past and it has nothing to do with him anymore, he's just a representation.

We were at the park, I know it was him this time, with an old friend - Roxanne. She have this permanent marker for tattoo and she's doing herself one. When she's done she handed it over to Denvert. He then draw a straight line on my forearm without consulting me when I'm still thinking what to put in there. Then he doodled words I forget. My mom arrived and teold us where she wanted to go for grocery. Then I woke up really pissed that I wanted to throw all my pillows. The first thing I thought was to call Carlo but he's still asleep because he haven't seen my msgs. The moment he message me, I hesitantly called him because idw2 ruin his day because of that doomed dream. I hate it.

I hate that I think I'm so needy and problematic and all this nightmares are haunting me again with no apparent reason. If I were to chose, I'd chose the horror, exorcist-like dreams instead of this one. I'd rather wake up everyone than dream and be pissed upon waking up. I'd rather dream of work than this. That's how I hate it.

On the other side, the Lord stil bless me. How? I can conquer these nightmares like how I did before. I can distract myself and or just not sleep at all. But this time he gave me a companion. He gave me Carlo. I don't want to destroy Carlo for always worrying about me. But I wanted him to help me on this. I want him to be with me get thru this. I'm not alone this rime. Thank you Lord for giving Carlo to me taht I could open up to him effortlessly. Thank you deep! 

Dreams

So there's this guy I dated 4 years back. He's back in my life and I'm living in deja vu. Things have changed we've moved on but the feelings returned when I saw him. I'm crying myself to sleep. I can't avoid him i can't focus on anything.

Acquaintance

**I want to be loved not controlled. I don't want my Stubborness to be used as an excuse to not love me or care for me**

Depression

Friends, we lose some we get some I mean this is what I say to myself everyday. It's hard to explain but rn it's just I'm feeling left alone in my friend group , always getting zone out ,not feeling up to catch up with them.  It's like our vibes doesn't match and I'm all alone. In our group too everyone is having someone by their side but me ig no one. There's this thing I feel like I'm being treated as option ok so he didn't come ill talk to you oh wait he came, go fuck yourself it's just cycling around everyday.  What should I do yaar I'm getting frustrated by getting treated like that and having a feeling like that ......

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