none of my friends truly care of would like to spend time with me and do not talk to me often, but they say they care about me

Lonely

I dont have friends cause I dont drink or smoke, Never had a relationship cause this Jugdmental society doesnt find me that attractive regardless of the efforts you do.I just wish i was good enough for this society to appreciate me nd have some good people around me

3am Thoughts

Being the mature friend amongst the lot really affected my mental state as everyone around me forgot that I am a person too and of the same age,everyone expects me to be the mature one even when it hurts me. At times I see my other friends being stupid and impulsive and everyone let's them off the hook because they are "sensitive", "vulnerable" and "immature". I wish people tried to see me in a more humane way.

Relationships

Come to think of it 
I actually don't have any childhood friend who was with me or anything , 
My nature confused people they see an happy person in me who is talkative always smile bright, 
They are busy seeing my face my bright smile so they don't see the scars i have on my back 
Actually don't have many friends 
I know lot of people that's it 
I'm not sad about this nor happy
Happy friendship day 💕

Intro

I've had this thought for a while. Whether people truly cared for me or not. Just deep down in their heart, they probably hated me? 

I had friends in high school which I'm closed with. We used to spend time together. Movies and all. Her secrets are mine and my secrets are hers. But one day we just stop. She blocked me from social media. 
Did I somehow do something bad? She has new friends now. The one which was way better than me in terms of academic grade and this made me think back on myself. 

Am I really wanted? I feel like all of them will leave me sooner or later. And I'll be left alone. 

I hate loneliness

Hii! 
Feeling grateful for the friends I have in my life.. 
I just have few friends (like 4-5), mtlb jaane waale, Hi - Hello se behtar bht log hai, but friends mtlb sach m acche friends.. 

Anyway, I'm super grateful for them, q ki last week was rough from work pov, I called my friends on weekend, I opened up about my issues, they talked about their issues.. And it was soo comforting, most of us are going through same problem, we all are interns at one place or the another... It's soo comforting to talk about your problems, to listen them, to understand what's going on in their life, expressing your life, and stuffs... I enjoy talking with them.. 

That never means we all are perfect and we are perfect friends, no wayy, we all are imperfect, I don't like everything about them, nor do they about me, but that's fine by me, even if they are imperfect, even if I don't like few stuffs.. They ARE my friends. I'm okay with them. I accept them. And they have to bear me as well.. 

Maybe you can say we are still in college and that's why still close, with time things will change. I totally agree with that.. And honestly scared as well... Because I just have those people in my life, I don't associate myself with alot of people.. I'm trying hard to maintain relationship (I don't need to, but I'm just afraid to loose them)... 

Anyway, 
#InternDays
#Post6

I'm feeling low and insecure about my relationship! I feel like my partner is slowly friend zoning me! The efforts from her side have decreased and now all the lovey dovey things are gone! Whenever I try to talk about this, she apologies and never changes things! All do is show immense care and concern for her! But in return I get nothing! I know it's bad to expect something in return! But I want her to talk to me in a sweet way for a while! Atleast till I feel ok. I've got no one to share things with! I've put all of my trust in her. I trust no one so I hesitate to reach out to others. Sometimes I just need a hug and a person who can listen to me and console me for a while! I feel that society has so much pressure that makes us boys not to share feelings. I wish she understands my plea and hug me tight to console and shower love on me! 

Depression

Trigger Warning:
Mention of suicide 

Hey there! 
So... I've made a couple of online friends a few months back, and now we've grown pretty close. But recently, one of them has been having a very difficult time..., regarding strained relationships with some very close people... I guess I should also mention that they are emotionally sensitive & pretty strong too... like, they've attempted suicide more than once before, feeling overwhelmed with emotional pain... and then again I've seen them (actually heard from them/through chats; we never met irl) be very strong emotionally too...
So... the thing is I'm not sure how to be there for them... As someone who cares a lot (like, A LOT) for their friends, I really feel helpless and desperate at times when chatting with them... Recently, as I said, they've been having a rather difficult time, and they're trying their best to stay strong... But I'm worried that they might be overwhelming/overstraining themselves...
Can anyone please suggest how I can give them more support...?
(PS: in the current situation, getting a therapist isn't possible for them... and due to the pandemic (& distance), it's not possible for me to meet them irl...)
Thanks... :)
Hope you have a nice time ahead:)


Suicidal Ideation

I really feel I have no real friends. Everyone around me is either selfish, or just takes advantage of me being sensitive and always available for my friends. It really does hurt a lot. 

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