Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

No matter how much I want to stay positive, I still have bad feelings down inside me. I am doubting myself as always. I’ve no energy and I don’t know how to entertain myself other than screening my phone all days. Day by day I lost interest to keep interacting with people. I felt that I was always burdening people around me. I tried to survive on my own trying to not get helps from others as I realized they also have their own life. I also realized that I have selfish side inside me. I don’t want to get people depend on me as I also struggling on my own. I dont have anybody that I can talk freely. Right now, just go with the flow as I always do.