No brokenn hearts in the club, no tearss in the club
'Cause we gon' get it poppin' tonight
No brokenn heartss in the club, more drinksss pour it up
'Cause we gon' get it poppin' tonight

We going straight to Miami
Hop on a plane don't need no plans
Shining so hard like a Grammy
Forget all the players what they did
We gonna be buying the drinkss, we gonna be buying the drinkss
Line up the bottless, line up the models, we gonna forget everything

Oh ain't nobody going home, you know what you came for
To dance off the painn, don'ttt feelll a thing, just feel the champagne
If you're feeling lonelyy, baby let me hear you sing

No brokenn heartss in the club, no tearss in the club
'Cause we gon' get it poppin' tonight



Music

The world becomes transparent in between the line between the insticts and-
Time becomes loose around the deepness of our gazes then-
A truthful view
A scenery of the ruins slowly shines
Wishes, promises, all in my core disintigrate


Selfishness like outlieing your thoughts-
And at the expense of your own cost
Which you explain by your shackled bonds-
Truly selfish isn’t it?


Her and him and even you
Ah- why won’t you set me just won’t you
Even time unveils itself within its own
Neither does it lie, neither does it bloom
Setting everything aside from that though,
It has an end, so do you?



I have been feeling a little down lately, I have come up with some lyrics but I have a feeling that I will never be able to write good enough to consider making it into an actual song.

Let me be the thought,
You think
Let me be the Song,
You Sing
Let me be the Dream,
You See
Let me be the food,
You eat
Let me be the Water,
You Drink
Let me be the pain,
You Hurt
Let me be the Medicine,
of your wound
Let me be the Blood,
of your body
Let me be the beat,
of your heart
Let me be the one
You love


Love

i wanna dance in the rain with them <33

Dear baby
I’m sorry
I’m sorry I couldn’t be your mommy
I’m sorry I didn’t allow you to have a chance to live
I’m sorry you didn’t have anyone to hold you
I’m sorry you won’t get any goodnight kisses
I’m sorry I failed to give you a chance to breathe
I’m sorry I couldn’t accept your love 
I’m sorry I took your chances of living a life in this wonderful world

Baby I want you know I love you 
I love you so much I’m sparing you from pain
I love you so much I’m saying goodbye
I love you so much I’ll spare you hardship 

I fell in love with your heartbeat
I fell in love with your strength 
I fell in love with your courage

I will always love you my little baby
And though we must say goodbye 
You will be in my heart forever 

Love, mommy 
 

Abortion

I want to rip off your logic and make passionate sense to you. I want to ride in the swing of your hips. My fingers will dig in you like quotation marks, blazing your limbs into parts of speech. I want to whisper poetry into your mind and imprint love letters to your soul and dance with you in an empty white room of potential. Ink will flow through the fingertips of our tongues and the tongues of your fingertips will taste the words written on script. My heart with call out to yours and then we'll be joined as one, big, beautiful, lyrical monstrosity, tangled within each other's quotes and philosophies- the heavens will shout down to us and the galaxies will stir. In that one moment, our eyes will caress each others with the tenderness only star-crossed lovers can acquire. We'll lift off the ground into the enigma of the stars and discover the crevices of the world in which we've never dared touch before. The palms of our hands embrace and brazenness replaces apprehension. Together, we'll be invincible, we'll wake the universe, they will hear our silent cries, and, holding onto Saturn's mysterious rings, we will defy gravity.

Poetry

Slow down
I know you wanna understand
So I'll explain the best I can
What this pain feels like
It's hard
'Cause even as I'm sitting here
I would rather disappear
Than face the world outside
I'm floating in a fallen sky
I'm okay, well, maybe not
(Here it comes again)
So I breathe, am I gonna drown?
You'll be fine, I say it out loud
I should let someone know
Maybe when I'm better
So I breathe, will it ever end?
You'll be fine, I say it again
I should let someone know
That something doesn't feel right
It's like I'm colorblind (Like I'm colorblind)
'Cause everybody's world's in color
Except for mine
It sucks
'Cause everything's in black and white
And I can't say I'm numb inside
'Cause that just sounds so dark
It's hard
'Cause even as we're sitting here
We're fighting off a constant fear
But no one sees that part
It's like I'm floating in a blacked out sky
You think you're okay, then you're not
(Here it comes again)
So I breathe, am I gonna drown?
You'll be fine, I say it out loud
I should let someone know
Maybe when I'm better
So I breathe, will it ever end?
You'll be fine, I say it again
I should let someone know
That something doesn't feel right (Right)
It's like I'm colorblind (Like I'm colorblind)
'Cause everybody's world's in color
Except for mine

Anxiety

just some lyrics of a song that remind me of someone 

BECAUSE I HAD YOU by Shawn Mendes 

I think it's time that I be honest
Should've told you not to go
Thought I knew just what I wanted
I didn't know myself at all
You're with somebody I can't be, yeah
But I can tell that you're happy
It's time for me to finally meet somebody new
Take her to all the places that I took us to
And she might help me forget, but loving her is something I could never do
Because I had
Because I had you
Hey, remember when I told you
That you and I, we'd go down in history together, yeah
And does your sister ask about me?
You and I, what we had, is it gone forever?
You're with somebody I can't be
But I can tell that you're happy
It's time for me to finally meet somebody new
Take her to all the places that I took us to
And she might help me forget, but loving her is something I could never do
Because I had
Because I had you
There's nothin', oh
There's nothin' left to lose
Because I had you, babe
There's nothin'
Nothin' that I could do
I wish I had you
I think it's time I finally found somebody new
And tell myself that she's the one to get me through
And she might help me forget that loving her is something I just couldn't do
Because I had you

My last made me feel like I would never try again
But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt
Come closer, I'll give you all my love
If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything
My last made me feel like I would never try again
But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt
Come closer, I'll give you all my love
If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything

*Talk to me, I need to hear you need me like I need ya
Fall for me, I wanna know you feel how I feel for you, love
Before you, baby, I was numb, drowned out pain by pouring up
Speeding fast on the run, never want to get caught up
Now you the one that I'm calling
Swore that I'd never fall again, don't think I'm just talking
I think I might go all in, no exceptions, girl, I need ya*


Feeling like I'm out of my mind, 'cause I can't get enough
Only one that I give my time, 'cause I got eyes for ya
Might make an exception for ya, 'cause I been feeling ya
Think I might be out of my mind, I think that you're the one
My last made me feel like I would never try again
But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt
Come closer, I'll give you all my love
If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything
My last made me feel like I would never try again
But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt
Come closer, I'll give you all my love
If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything
I'll never give my all again
'Cause I'm sick of falling down
When I open up and give my trust
They find a way to break it down
Tear me up inside, and you break me down

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