New 📩 to the reader:

Are you planning to open this mail? (✔️)

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You clicked yes, so here's your daily mail:

Hey you. Good morning, good afternoon or good evening. I don't know where all you come from (country of residence), but I just want you to know this one big thing:
You all are loved. I love you...no, much better..I love everyone. No matter how hard/impossible life may get, you got this boo. Never ever think of giving up, because every challenge it's gonna be worth fighting for. You might not feel the best at the moment and you could feel like there's no point going on with your life, but no one can push you down. You gotta keep going, life doesn't stop here, nor will it ever do. It's an ongoing process, you gotta stay to see the end results. Cheer up buttercup, love ya the most.🤗🫶🏼🫶🏼
~M💕

Aditya Sahu

Affirmations

I loved you N. Don't know if i still have the same hence put past tense. And i Don't think u never realized about this.
I never liked you during the initial years. You were so annoying type of a kind for me. Later when we get to know each other more, idk how and when but i felt something for u. Something started to pull me into you always. I didn't want it to grow in my mind so i tried telling myself this is rubb_ish. But this never faded. First i thought it might be just infatuation. But why does it never leaves? It should be more than 2 years i felt this for u. I still couldn't figure out what I'm having for u. I couldn't understand that exact feeling. But i didn't want that to develop into a relationship bcz i don't think it would work. We are sooo different in various things. So i guess we won't get along. And also maybe i feel inferior to you in certain things. Is that ego? Idk. But I'm not that kind of person. I never said anything about this to you. Because I'm just scared. What would u think. If u never had any feelings for me it would be so awkward to talk to u again. But at certain times while seeing u i just gets a gut feeling that u liked me too. Maybe u r also thinking the same way I think? Like this won't do any good? Anyway Let things be like we are friends so that i can talk to u freely. I have been trying to get over you for almost 2 years. I could never. Whever i see u i gets excited. My heart pounds. Why the he_ll are u still in my mind. Just go away. I think you are getting into a relationship now. Saw some posts on insta. It hurt me a very little, not a big thing. Not sure about things but feel like u r not into it. None of my business! I'm still trying to get through this. Not like it's the only things in my mind but it pops up whenever i see something related to u.
I don't hate u.(bcz i don't want to say i still love u) Hope i won't see u anytime soon.

3am Thoughts

Can i really come out of memories? Or is is not possible until i become a memory? Like a picture of mine hanging on the wall with plastic garland.!

Breakup

were living in whats going to be a memory, i should of made the most of them when i still had them because its never going to go back to that. I should of been more grateful for what i had ://

Quotes

How to forget the past. Or any human you were close to?

Living with untouched memories 

Hey its a letter to present me who feeds upon past memories 
They have moved on now its ur turn 
Why do u keep waiting when they 
Have showed no signs of return.
Ok i get it people tell me to be myself
But being that does nothing but hurt me 
For once let me be  someone else 
Someone who enjoys life 
Someone who doesn't find pleasure in death 
Someone who can leave her past behind
Let me be her, that girl 💃  


And we’re talking again, not as often but atleast ☺️

Love

In another life, I wouldn’t want to meet you again. If we ever meet again in a different lifetime, I’d spend my life avoiding you. I wouldn’t want to feel this much pain ever again.

I may have been hurt before, but those people, when we connected, I always felt like something was off with them. With you, it was genuine. You noticed and remembered all the small details about me, even those I only mentioned in passing. It amazed me everytime you recalled. You truly cared even when I never thought you would. Your concern was real and genuine and I felt it.

With those other people, they’d make me believe that they had an emotional connection with me, although their actions didn’t match their words. You were the opposite. You always said that you didn’t really care that deeply for me, or so your words say. But, your actions always betrayed you. That was why it didn’t bother me that you weren’t saying it, because I could feel it, even when you were trying so hard not to show it.

It was a beautiful story to live, no matter how short. It was magical for me. But, now that it has to end as soon as it started, it hurts so deeply. We both knew it was a temporary high. We both knew we were doomed from the start, but we didn’t care. We went for it, and we were happy.

But, that story, no matter how beautiful, was just borrowed and was not meant to last. Our knowledge of its eventual end does nothing to cushion the pain when the end finally arrives. We both are hurt, but you are right that this is for the best. I cannot tell you goodbye, because I really want to stay, but then I am left with no other choice but to just stay away.

This love might have been magical, but the pain is also excruciating. I don’t want to ever feel this pain again, whether in this lifetime or in another. So, in another life, I wouldn’t want to meet you again. In another life, I wouldn’t even dare to talk to you. In another life, I’ll correct the mistake of ever entangling my life with yours. I wish you happiness in this lifetime and in another. But in another life, I wouldn’t want a do over. 💔

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