New here kind of scared
I haven't talk to people for so long even though here everyone will be anonymous I'm still scared

What's up, no worries you can talk anything

Supportive

Insan bhi Kia cheez Hai
Ek Mai wafa nhi aur dusre ko wafa ki umeed Hai. 

Lonely

It’s been a while. I thought I had already moved on. Why is it so hard to move on? I just meet him for 6 months. And it's been 8 months already since the last time we said our goodbyes, but why does the pain still here? Why I can't move forward? I thought I'm already ok. But there are still some nights I woke up crying 😔🥺

3am Thoughts

Iam confused.. afraid.. I loved a person..  but he don't want to marry me.  So my parents looking for alliance..  but I feel like I can't  love anyone anymore like I love the him.. Iam afraid..  I miss a partner.. but iam not sure if I could feel the love again.. 

Love

I know I'm ugly, you don't have to tell me. I'm aware, I have 3 mirrors on the wall. 

Other

I feel like everything is happening inside my head everything is not as bad as it seems....! But it feels pretty bad... and nothing major bad has happened either... some one used me and I let them use me actually... the fact that I let someone use me and I cared about some one using me is fucking me up maybe. But why did I let someone use me ? Why? Why did I do that ? Especially when in doing my masters...  Iplease find me a solution to my head please! 

I accidentally called my ex
What should I do now? 


Anxiety

Sad...lost...lonely...no one to talk to...literally...whole circle family / BFF's died, last two (husband and brother) right before Christmas. Senior lady now orphaned. Can't volunteer anymore, I worked w hospice/seniors in nursing homes 35 yrs, covid makes me high risk & the ppl I worked with. I can't talk w my doctor cuz he has to report stuff I might say so I can't confide & be open like I would w my friends. If I did tell him the truth, he would call 911 on me...I don't want to be here anymore. I can't go to hospital for anything cuz told they don't release you if you are living alone.  My poor doc is the only one I know, only face that I know in my world, but he can't give me hugs, love, open ears, lunch ,..poor guy got stuck w me. Have two therapists, one a psychiatrist, they supposed to be helping me cope....both ghosted me. Ask for help, don't always get it. I am not eating much, lay in bed a lot, stare in the dark...there is no fix, can't create a family/BFF again,. 

Depression

Tomorrow is rakhi. It's festival for brothers and sisters. I have 6 brothers but I can't think one person who will think about or will do something for their little sister. I think because they are no my real brothers that's why because If i had a real brother he would have done anything. I don't know I want to cry because I feel so lonely even while sitting with friends or family I feel I am so lonely I can't share my feelings with anyone. 

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