Never once I thought about suicide beforeâŠ
But now⊠what is the purpose of my existence? Iâm not pretty, not smart, not talented, not rich, not kind, not friendly, not funny, canât do anything, only being a disgrace to my parents and my big family, being a burden to everyone. A literal trash
All I can do is silently crying every night knowing what a a failure and a big disappointment I actually am.
Maybe I shouldnât have been born in the first place.
What if⊠just what if I didnât exist, will people around me be better?
But⊠Iâm scared of deathâŠ
Hey. You are just overthinking. Even I thought so, but I have come to realise that there is always a reason for our existence. Sometimes we donât know why but we do live because there is a purpose.
Our existence does have a reason. While so many are dying each and every day, if we are having yet another day, there must be a reason. Imagine, we were a drop of sperm before we came into existence, and we did gain a form, and enter this world, and we would have despaired so many times, cried, depressed, anxious, and survived so many storms in life, and we are here now, having this breath. This moment we are alive, thatâs something weâve to be grateful for. The things we thought will never pass, has passed. We shouldnât think as our life has no purpose, without thorough research.
We are created for a purpose, and weâll be tested with trials. God has created every single thing, from the formation of a life to the celestial movements in a detailed, complex & precise way. Purpose of this life is the purpose itself, youâve to find the purpose of life. If you ever feel depressed, lost, and broken, read Qurâan in English language. Simply download the Qurâan app. Qurâan is the final revelation of God, itâs the guidance for the mankind until the day of judgement. After reading Qurâan, I found my purpose of life, itâs that this life is nothing but a test, weâll be tested, and weâll have the rewards in the hereafter after according to our deeds in this life. Purpose of life is, believe in one God, thatâs Allaah(God in Arabic language), and to him belongs glory and majesty, he is our lord, he shall be worshiped alone. Just Google for âQurâan & Scienceâ, Qurâan revealed before 14 centuries, says the facts that we came to know very recently. It speaks about astronomy, zoology, oceanology, biology, and etc. If you wanna find the purpose of life, start with Qurâan, itâs the guidance of God, indeed thereâs no better guidance than the guidance of God.
